ASHTONS POV
Ive been alone now for probably three hours.
And it already sucks.
People are definitely not as nice as TV makes it seem like.
Already I've been sent judgmental stares, and I've been called a fäggot twice.
I miss Luke.
Currently I'm at a random park in Sydney sitting at some random bench.
I don't know where to go.
I should've just stayed with Luke.
It would've been the smart thing to do.
No! Ive already ran away, no looking back.
I've been trying to save my battery on my phone, but the constant texts from Luke have ruined that.
"Hey look! Its the fãg!" My head snaps up too see the same guy who cussed at me approaching me with two other guys.
they look really strong and tall.
I gather my bag and prepare to run off, but the guy grabs me by the throat and shoves me against a tree.
I desperatly search for air, but i have no luck.
"You think you can hide from us?! Yeah right." The guy sneers.
why do people still hate me even if I don't even know them?!
The guy drops me to the ground, but it just gets worse from there.
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Tears fall down my face as I fold the letter in my shaking hands.
I can't believe I'm actually doing this.
Its for the best though.
I shakily place the letter down on top of my backpack then look down the bridge.
The lake underneath is moving super fast.
It will take me right away.
With shaking legs and sobs escaping my lips, I carefully move so I'm standing on the edge of the bridge.
"I love you Lukey!"
I shout.
Then I let go.
And everything is dark.
Just how i wanted it to be.
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AN IM SO SORRY IM ACTUALLY CRYING RIGHT NOW IT HURT TO WRITE THIS
ONE CHAPTER LEFT THEN AN EPILOGUE
IM SORRY LOVELIES
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"Don't Worry I'm Used To It" Lashton (complete)
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