Dirty little secret.

Chapter 4

" Who is that ? " paisley asked

" An asshole." I said

" Awe Cmon baby." He said putting his arm around me.

" Austin stop ! " I yelled pushing him away from me.

" I know you want me." He said running in front of me.

" Never in a million years." I said

" Cmon." He said getting barely inches away from me.

" St-" was all I could say before he put his lips on mine.

" FUCKING PIG ! " I yelled pushing him away from me.

" Cmon we know you liked it." He said

" I would like for you to leave me alone !" I yelled

" I told you I get what I want." He angrily and getting close to me.

" What are you gonna do ? Be the second man to abuse me ? " I said in a low voice.

I pushed passed him and I said ;

" Cmon paisley. "

I showed her around the school and then we walked to our first hour.

• skips to lunch •

" What did Austin say to you earlier that made you yell fucking pig ?" Addie asked

" I don't even remember." I lied

" Hey Ashton." I heard a guy say.

I looked over to see Alex. Austins best friend.

" What. " I growled.

" Come with me ." He said

" Why can't you guys just leave me alone ? " I groaned standing up

I followed him to a hall way and Alex said ;

" It would be great if you could stop calling Austin an asshole and a pig and saying he uses girls. Words do hurt you know. "

" Are you fucking serious right now ? You know how much he's called other people worse names ? You know how many times he's called me a slut and a whore in the past ? Maybe you should tell him words fucking hurt and tell him that words can help in someone's suicide. Ask him how bad he would feel if he was the reason he pushed someone over the edge and they killed themselves and then come talk to me about 'words hurting' " I said then stormed away.

I walked back into the cafeteria and sat down.

I put my head in my hands and I felt my phone go off.

It was an unknown number.

From : Unknown.

Go Kill yourself you worthless piece of shit.

I locked it and brushed it off.. Well tried.

I felt it keep going off .

From : Unknown.

Cut yourself deeper.

From : Unknown.

Drink bleach.

From : Unknown.

Why are you still here ?

From : Unknown.

Nobody wants you.

I held back my tears and felt it keep going off. The same messages over and over and over again.

• skips to the end of the day •

I ran outside and slammed my car door shut causing it to crack.