Dirty little secret.

Chapter 6

I sighed and stood up. I need to shower. Get my mind off of things.

" Ashton ? " I heard someone say outside my door.

I opened it and saw my mom.

" Oh hey mom." I said

" Are you okay ? " she asked

" What do you mean ? " I asked

" Your cheeks are red and you have tears in your eyes. " she said

" I'm fine. I was just yawning." I lied.

" Alright well Michele Said we can come over whenever." She said

" I thought an hour ? " I asked

" She said whenever ! " she said a little louder.

" Okay." I said

Was it really necessary to yell ? this family hates me I swear.

I got in the shower and played Human by Christina Perri.

I got in the shower and let the words of the song sink in. I'm only human and how much more am I gonna be able to take before I break ? No one gives a shit about me. The girls never texted me and asked if I was okay. They didn't notice I was sad. They don't care anymore. Hell. They never did. They have paisley now. Paisley will replace me. And Austin ? He never cared. He was just being nosey and he wasn't sorry. He meant every word he's ever said to me.

I felt my eyes fill up with tears and a few slipped out. I hate it here. I hate my life. I hate everyone. I hate my dad. But most of all. I hate myself.

" Sweetie. Time to get out." My mom said

I sighed and said ;

" I'll be out in a sec."

They are controlling every aspect of my fucking life.

I got out and put on sweatpants and a sweatshirt. I don't care if it's hot out. I don't want anyone to any of my skin except my face and my hands. They don't need too. I threw my hair up in a bun and put on basketball sandals.

" I'm ready. " I said walking downstairs.

I didn't see my parents so I walked into the kitchen.

" Hey sweet thang. " I heard a guy say.

I turned around and Kaleb..

" what are you doing here ? " I asked

" We are gonna have some fun. " I heard my dad say.

I looked behind me and my dad had a camera in his hand.

I am not about to go through this again..

I ran past Kaleb and ran to the door.

The door was locked and Kaleb grabbed me and threw me over his shoulder.

" Let me down asshole ! " I screamed hitting his back.

" No sweetie." He said.

We walked up to my room and he threw me on the bed.

My dad had ropes and tied me down.

They set up the camera and then hit record.

• 1 hour later•

How the hell did my mom not come find me ? They raped me again and this time they recorded it !

They looked at me and said ;

" Tell anyone I will beat you harder."

I nodded and they untied me.

" Tell your mother I'll be over in a Little bit." My dad said