Dirty little secret.

Chapter 11

I stormed into the house and slammed the door behind me.

" Stop Slamming Shit !" Valerie yelled

I ignored her and slammed my door.

" STOP SLAMMING SHIT!" She screamed again.

I went to my drawer and grabbed a rope.

Are you sure you want to take your own life over a stupid boy ? I'm tired of getting hurt. But he's just a stupid boy. He's not worth it. But he wasn't just a stupid boy to me..

" Hunny don't do it.." I heard my mom say

" I can't take it anymore mom. I can't take getting hurt much more. I can't take my friends lying to me all the time. I can't take dad sleeping with Valerie and can't take sophie living with me. I can't take you not being here anymore." I said tears falling from my eyes.

I was about to tie the rope onto the shower rod when I heard a knock.

Austin..

I sighed and walked to the doors.

" What do you want ?" I asked harshly.

" Damn what's wrong with you." He said

" You really don't know ? " I said

" It would be great if you told me." He said

" Sophie. I saw you kissing sophie." I Said

He sighed and said ;

" I have to keep up my rep tho."

" You could have ANY girl you want and you happen to choose the girl I can't stand at all." I said

" I'm sorry Ashton." He said

" No your not. You've lied about every single thing you told me." I said

" No I haven't." He said

" Yes you have." I said

" No. You can't tell me what I've been lying to you about. And the guys were wondering why I haven't been with anyone for a while and I said I didn't know. " he said

" Your just lying to me. Everyone is lying to me." I said

" No I'm not !" He said

" How do I know your not lying ?" I asked

He looked at me for a second and then crashed him lips onto mine. It was a long passionate kiss.

He pulled away and I said ;

" That doesn't prove anything." Then closed the door.

" I love you Ashton." He said

" No you don't.. No one does.." I whispered to myself.

I laid on my bed and started crying. I want this all to go away. I want my family back. I wish Austin wasn't a bad boy. I wish he was a good boy and I wish my friends didn't hate him.. I wish I could open that door and just wrap my arms around him and say I love you too. But I can't.

I heard him climb down and walk away.

" Come back.." I whispered.

" Ashton ?" I heard my dad say outside the door.

" What." I barked.

" Let me come in." He said

I sighed and opened the door.

" Hello sweetheart." He smiled

" What do you want." I said

" We are going out to dinner." He smiled