Dirty little secret.

Chapter 17

" Let's get something to eat before the beach." Alex said

" Ac why do you always think of food.?" Robert asked

" Because I love food." He said

" I vote chick-Fill-A." I said

" Yeah me too." Zach said

" Me three." Austin said.

We drove to chick Fil a and got out. Austin put his arm around me and we walked inside.

We quickly ordered and then sat down.

" So how was it back home when they found out we were gone." Austin asked

" Kameron was pissed." Robert said

" And mama was sad. She said she won't be mad she just wants her baby boy home." AC said.

Austin sighed and looked down. I could tell he missed her.

" What did Kameron say ?" I asked

" Well.." Zach said

" He said that when you come home your not going anywhere without him and your not going in your room and your doing online schooling." He said

" So I'm not gonna have a life ?" I asked

" Pretty Much." Alex said

I sighed and looked down. They hate me.. You know what. Fuck them.

I looked at Austin and he had tears in his eyes.

" What's wrong ?" I asked

" I miss my mom.." He whispered.

I wrapped him in a Hug and I felt my shirt getting filled with tears. He looked at me and kissed me. I saw Robert take a picture out of the corner of my eye.

I felt my phone go off and I saw it was a snapchat from him.

I opened it and it was me kissing Austin and it said ;

" Awe there cute.😍💘"

I screenshoted it and showed Austin.

He smiled and grabbed my phone. He went to snapchat and we took pictures. I put them on my story.

Our food came and we quickly ate.

" When was the last time you two ate.? " Zach asked at how quickly we were eating our food.

" A couple hours before we left." I said

" So about 15 hours ? You shouldn't be that hungry." Alex said

" I know but I still am hungry." I said Slowing down.

I felt there were judging me. Honestly I haven't ate in almost a day and a half. When I ate dinner I really didn't eat. I had only eaten my fries and I pushed my tray away even though I was still hungry and wanted to it my sandwich. But I'm already fat enough. So I'm not eating it. They continued eating and I started playing with my hair.

" I'll be right back." I said then walked away to the bathroom before they answered.

I locked the door and looked in the mirror lifting my shirt a little. I sighed and saw fat. I hate myself. I felt my phone go off and it was a message.

From: Boo.😍💘

Hey you okay ?

To : Boo.😍💘

Yeah fine.

I locked my phone and pulled my shirt back down. I felt tears fill my eyes and one slipped out.