𝘽𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚 𝘽𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙖 𝙉𝙤𝙫𝙖: 𝗕.𝗘 𝗜𝗠𝗔𝗚𝗜𝗡𝗘𝗦

𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜𝑜

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𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲'𝘀 𝗣𝗼𝘃
" 𝗛𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗼! "

" 𝗛𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗼, 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴? " she says on the other end of the line

" 𝗝𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝘁 𝗼𝘂𝘁𝗳𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗽𝗲𝘁 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁 " I said

" 𝗢𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝗰𝗼𝗼𝗹, 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿? "

" 𝗜 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗜'𝗺 𝗯𝘂𝘀𝘆 "

" 𝗔𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻? "

" 𝗪𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗜 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗲𝗰𝘁 "

" 𝗜 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗜 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 "

" 𝗜'𝗺 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 "

" 𝗗𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗯𝗲, 𝗜 𝗴𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗮 𝗴𝗼 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝗲 𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 "

" 𝗢𝗸𝗮𝘆 𝗯𝘆𝗲 "

" 𝗯𝘆𝗲! "

I hang up the phone and instantly regret lying to her but god damn I can't ignore how I feel about her

I love her  but there's one problem... her,
I haven't came out to ANYONE yet and my feelings just keep getting stronger every day

It's so hard to not tell her so I'm keeping my distance even though it hurts like a bitch but it's for the best

~~~~~~~~~~ʜᴏᴜʀs ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ~~~~~~~~~~~~

I was in my room chilling on my phone when I heard the door open and my mom greet someone

Like the nosy bitch I am I open my door slightly to hear who it was and of fucking course it's Y/n

" 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲'𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗿𝗼𝗼𝗺 "

oh she's gonna be pissed

" 𝗢𝗵 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆? 𝗜 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗯𝘂𝘀𝘆? "

" 𝗨𝗺 𝗻𝗼 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝗼𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝘄𝗵𝘆? "

" 𝗡𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗠𝗮𝗴𝗴𝗶𝗲 "

I hear Y/n walk to my room and I quickly act like I was sleeping

She opens the door roughly clearly mad as fuck

" 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗜 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽𝗶𝗻𝗴 "

I still pretend I'm sleeping because maybe just maybe she'll believe it

" 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗜'𝗺 𝗮𝗹𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝘆 𝗽𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗼 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝘂𝗽 𝗶𝗻 𝟯.𝟱 𝘀𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝗜'𝗺 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀 "

" 𝗜𝗺 𝘂𝗽... 𝗜'𝗺 𝘂𝗽! " Damn if looks can kill I would have been in heaven by now

" 𝗛𝗲𝗲𝘆𝘆𝘆 𝗬/𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗲𝘅𝘁𝗿𝗮 𝗰𝘂𝘁𝗲 𝘁𝗼𝗱𝗮𝘆 " I say dragging the hey

" 𝗪𝗵𝘆 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗲? 𝗔𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗮𝗱 𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝗲? "

" 𝗡𝗼 𝗜'𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝗱 "

" 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝘁? "

" 𝗗𝗶𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗼𝗱𝗮𝘆? 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿
𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 "

" 𝗦𝘁𝗼𝗽 𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝘂𝗯𝗷𝗲𝗰𝘁 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 " She said getting frustrated

" 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 "

" 𝗬𝗲𝗮𝗵 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 " I said looking down fidgeting with my rings

" 𝗗𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝗶𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗼 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝗶𝗰 𝗼𝗿 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴? "

" 𝗡𝗼 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 "

" 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝗲? "

" 𝗜 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗬/𝗻 "

" 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲?! 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗺𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝘃𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗺𝗲 "

" 𝗜'𝗺 𝘀𝗼- "

" 𝗬𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝗶𝘁! 𝗜'𝗺 𝘁𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝗶𝘁, 𝘄𝗲'𝗿𝗲 𝘀𝘂𝗽𝗽𝗼𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗿𝘀 "

" 𝗜 𝘄𝗶𝘀𝗵 𝗜 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂 "

" 𝗡𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗶𝗱, 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗜 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗱 𝗜'𝗺 𝘁𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝗶𝘁 𝘀𝗼 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗸𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝗹𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗺𝗲 "

" 𝗬/𝗻 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝗻 "

" 𝗝𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘀𝗵𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸 𝘂𝗽 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗲 "

And with that, she left and I can't do or say anything

ᴀ/ɴ

ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴜʏs ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪs