𝘽𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚 𝘽𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙖 𝙉𝙤𝙫𝙖: 𝗕.𝗘 𝗜𝗠𝗔𝗚𝗜𝗡𝗘𝗦

𝙱𝚞𝚕𝚕$𝚑𝚒𝚝

ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ: ʏᴏᴜʀ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs ʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴘʟᴀʏᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ
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sᴏɴɢ: ʙᴜʟʟ$ʜɪᴛ ʙʏ ᴇᴠᴀɴɴ ᴍᴄɪɴᴛᴏsʜ

𝙱𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚎'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
There she is again
She lives eight houses down from me
Her names Y/n and I'm madly in love with her

Before you say anything...yes we know each other
I'm not weirdly in love with someone I don't know
She's literally a dream girl

But I don't want a relationship

𝚈/𝚗 𝚙𝚘𝚟
I must have mistaken her cold demeanor for my fantasy
I'm just so attracted to my toxic fears

I was just hoping I could hold her but she just wants something she could hold on to
She wants affection but she never wants anything real

She's so angelic though
Especially when she wears that thing I like
She does it on purpose knowing damn well I will fall on my knees for her

Am I mad? No, because my dumbass needs to stop acting like I don't like whatever we are

The way she holds me
Kisses me
Somewhat loves me, it's so... comforting

I know she feels the same and I definitely don't blame her for feeling the way she feels

but she needs to stop playing with my feelings like that

𝙱𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚎'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
I let her in my house and hug her tight
No words were exchanged, we just simply walked to my room and cuddled

I can tell a lot was on her mind so i decided to break the silence and ask her what's wrong

" Is everything okay? "

" What are we? "

" What? "

" What are we Billie? Are we a couple? "

" Y/n I'm sorry but I just don't want all that "

" All what Billie?! Stop doing this please! If we're not gonna be a thing then what's the point of playing with my feelings! "

" How the fuck am I playing with your feelings?! "

" Oh so you expected for us to kiss, cuddle, fuck and not fall in love! And on top of that you always say how your in love with me! "

" I am in love with you though "

" Then why not be with me! "

" Can we please just chill... please "

𝚈/𝚗 𝚙𝚘𝚟
As always I fall into her trap
I'm never gonna get my answer

I cuddle back into her and soon enough we're " making love " as she likes to call it

Ain't it 𝙱𝚞𝚕𝚕$𝚑𝚒𝚝

ᴀ/ɴ

ʜᴇʏ ʏᴀʟʟ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɴᴏ sᴇᴇ

ᴛʙʜ ɪᴛs ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴇxᴘʟᴀɪɴ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ sᴛᴏʀʏ

ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀɴʏ ʀᴇǫᴜᴇsᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ ғʀᴇᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ

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