𝘽𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚 𝘽𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙖 𝙉𝙤𝙫𝙖: 𝗕.𝗘 𝗜𝗠𝗔𝗚𝗜𝗡𝗘𝗦

𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜𝑜 .𝑝 𝑡𝑤𝑜

ᴛᴡ: ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ
ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ: 𝟳𝟭𝟳
ᴛʜɪᴄᴋ:ᴅɪᴄᴋ

𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲'𝘀 𝗣𝗼𝘃
It's been a week since the situation happened
I keep texting and calling her but still no answer
This is what I expected but I still have a little hope

I feel like complete shit, mostly, because I know Y/n has been through a lot with people leaving her
For example, her parents didn't even want her

I can't even begin to imagine how that feels, not only was it her parents but she's been through foster care and all that shit
She always tells me it left her trauma I don't know what but I would never push her to talk about it

𝗬/𝗻 𝗣𝗼𝘃
ᴅɪɴɢ
Another notification it's probably Billie texting me again

" 𝗢𝗵 𝗺𝘆 𝗚𝗼𝗱 𝘀𝗵𝘂𝘁 𝘂𝗽! " I aggressively grab my phone and shut it off then throw it across the room

It probably broke but I needed a new phone anyways

I closed my eyes and rest my head on the headboard

Finally, peace... but of course the silence breaks with a stupid fucking knock on the damn door
I swear to god I'm throwing hands with whoever is at the door

I get up and open the door to see the only 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐵𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑠ℎ

" 𝗛𝗲𝘆 𝗬- "

" 𝗟𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗲 "

" 𝗝𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗲 𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗵𝘆 𝗜'𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗹𝗲𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 "

𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲'𝘀 𝗣𝗼𝘃
She deeply sighed " 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗻 "

I sit on the couch hesitantly
She follows right behind me sitting on the other side of the couch

" 𝗚𝗼 𝗮𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗻 "

" 𝗜𝘁'𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗯𝗲 𝗲𝗮𝘀𝘆 𝘀𝗼 𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝗹𝗲𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 "

She sighs again but this time I can see her open up and get more comfortable

" 𝗧𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 "

" 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗜'𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝘆𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲..."

" 𝗜𝘁'𝘀 𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝗲 "

" 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗬/𝗻 " Damn why do I have to be so nervous my voice was all shaky

" 𝗪- 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻? "

" 𝗜'𝗺 𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂 " I say quietly

" 𝗜- 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁? 𝗜'𝗺 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗜'𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗳𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱. 𝗦𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲? "

" 𝗔 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿 "

" 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝘆 𝗱𝗶𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝗲? " She says coming closer