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𝗺𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𓁹 𝐩.2

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𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐩𝗼𝐯
ɴᴇxᴛ ᴅᴀʏ
I was on my way to Y/N house after dropping off Adeya at my parent's place who gladly took their granddaughter

After about a fifteen-minute drive to the Y/N house from my parent's place, I finally made it with no trouble
Before getting out of the car I try to calm myself down
I'm so nervous

I make my way to the front door ringing the doorbell and knocking just in case because , why not? Anyways, I wait outside a few seconds until a 𝐆𝗼𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐬 opens the door

" 𝐇𝐞𝐲 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞, 𝐜𝗼𝗺𝐞 𝐢𝐧 " she said

She looked so cute

" 𝐇-𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐘/𝐍 , 𝐡𝗼𝐰 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮? " of course I fucking stuttered

" 𝐈'𝗺 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐠𝗼𝗼𝐝 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐛𝗼𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝗼 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝗺𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 "

" 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝗺𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐛- 𝐈 𝗺𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐘/𝐍 " well shit

" 𝐇𝐚𝐡𝐚 𝐮𝗺 𝐈'𝗺 𝗺𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 (ᴡʜᴀᴛᴇᴠᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ɪᴅᴋ) " she said with her cute ass giggle

" 𝐎𝐡 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 , 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝗺𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐢𝐭 "

" 𝐍𝐚𝐡 𝐚𝐡 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝗼𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝗼𝗺 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝗼𝗼𝐝 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐄𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡" did she really just slap my hand?

" 𝐌𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐝 "

" 𝐘𝗼𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐲 𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝗼𝗼𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 " while she was placing the food down at the table I couldn't help to admire her beauty

" 𝐔𝗺 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝗼 " she said waving her hand in my face

" 𝐎𝐡 𝐬𝗼𝐫𝐫𝐲 "

" 𝐒𝗼 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝗼 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐚𝐛𝗼𝐮𝐭
𝐲𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐝𝐚𝐲? "

I take a bite of this fucking delicious food before anything mostly because it might be the last time she will ever wanna see me again...
So , why not enjoy this bite of my food

" 𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝗼 𝐜𝐮𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝗼 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝗼 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐚𝐛𝗼𝐮𝐭 𝗼𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝗼𝐫𝐜𝐞 "

" 𝐎-𝗼𝐡 𝗼𝐤𝐚𝐲 , 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐛𝗼𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭? " she asked in shock

" 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐲𝗼𝐮𝐫 𝐠𝗼𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝗺𝐞 𝐟𝗼𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐘/𝐍 " I intertwined our hands before continuing

" 𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐭 , 𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝗼𝐫𝐜𝐞 𝐈 𝗺𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝗺𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 , 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐈 𝐠𝗼 𝐭𝗼 𝐛𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐜𝗼𝐮𝐥𝐝'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐢𝐟 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝗺𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐚 𝐇𝐔𝐆𝐄 𝗺𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 , 𝐚 𝗺𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝗼𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝗺𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐟𝗼𝐫 "

" 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠? "

" 𝐈'𝗺 𝐬𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 , 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐭𝗼 𝐛𝐞 𝗺𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 , 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝗺𝐢𝐥𝐲 "

" 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐈'𝗺 𝐬𝗼𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐧𝗼 " she said letting go of my hand

I saw tears in her eyes and just like that I knew that I caused this
I put her through hell with the divorce
I can feel the pain she's been going through
I let something so precious to me go

" 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐕𝐄 𝐏𝐔𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐥𝗼𝗼𝐤 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐈 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐥𝗼𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝗼𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐈 𝐝𝗼𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝗼 𝐈 𝐝𝗼 , 𝐛𝐮𝐭 , 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐝𝗼 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝗼 𝗺𝐞 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 , 𝐰𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝗺𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝗼 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐈 𝐝𝗼𝐧'𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐚 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝗼𝐫𝐜𝐞 "

" 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐚 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐬𝗼𝐧𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐬𝗼𝐧 𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝗼 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐚 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝗼𝐫𝐜𝐞 , 𝐥𝗼𝗼𝐤 , 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐈 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐩 𝐛𝐚𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝗼𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝗺𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝗺𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝗼𝐧𝐞 𝗺𝗼𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 "

After a few seconds of silence that felt like years, she finally said

" 𝐈 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐄𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 , 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐥𝗼𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈'𝗺 𝐚𝐛𝗼𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝗼 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝗼𝐧𝐞 𝗺𝗼𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝗼 𝗺𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 , 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝗼𝐧𝐞 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝗺𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐮𝐩 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝗼𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝗺𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝗺𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝗼𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝗼𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐫 "

" 𝐈 𝐩𝐫𝗼𝗺𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝗼𝐧 𝗺𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 , 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝗺𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝗺𝐞 𝐬𝗼 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐝𝐢𝗼𝐭 , 𝐛𝐮𝐭 , 𝐈 𝐥𝗼𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐭𝗼𝗼 𝗺𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐭𝗼 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 "

" 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝗺𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝗼𝐮 "

" 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝗺𝐞 𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈'𝗺 𝐧𝗼𝐭 𝐠𝗼𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 "

ᴀ/ɴ
ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴜʏs ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪs ɪᴛs ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇsᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴍ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴜᴘᴅᴀᴛᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪᴛs ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴀ ʜᴏᴛ ᴍɪɴᴜᴛᴇ

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