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𝐹𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑

ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ: ᴄᴜᴛᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴘʟᴏᴛ ᴛᴡɪsᴛ
ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ: 579

𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐏𝗼𝐯

2020 can go fuck itself
Everything is going bad for the world honestly I just simply don't care anymore
Next thing you know dragons exist and their flying freely and killing people

At least I have someone that can take my stress away
And it's my main bitch Y/n
I love that bitch with every inch of my body
I would love to make her mine but a hoe is too scared to tell her that

She's been hurt a lot and I don't wanna hurt her more
She's strong and all but she's my best friend which means I've seen her at her worst
All I wanna do is see her happy and make her happy but I don't trust 2020
That bitch is gonna give me bad luck and she might not feel the same way I feel about her

But I'm doing it I'm telling her after years of keeping it in
Today she's coming over and I'm nervous as hell
Like how am I supposed to tell her
" Hey Y/n wanna be my girlfriend " that sounds stupid like I actually need to let her know how I feel
Not some middle school type shit

My thoughts get interrupted by a knock on the door
I open the door to see a goddess standing there

" 𝐇𝐞𝐲 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡 " she says

" 𝐇𝐞𝐲 𝐡𝗼𝐞 "

" 𝐈'𝗺 𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐫𝐲 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐠𝗼𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐬 "

" 𝐀𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝗺𝐞 𝐚 𝐛𝐚𝐠 "

" 𝐇𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐠𝗼, 𝐬𝗼 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐟𝗼𝐫 𝐭𝗼𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭? "

" 𝐖𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐚 𝐛𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐡 𝗼𝐟 𝗺𝗼𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐬, 𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐚 𝐥𝗼𝐭, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝗼 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐭𝗼 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐚𝐛𝗼𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝗼𝗺𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝗺𝐩𝗼𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 "

" 𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝗺𝐞 𝐧𝗼𝐰? "

" 𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐚 𝗺𝗼𝐯𝐢𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐚𝐭, 𝐈 𝐩𝐫𝗼𝗺𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝗼𝐮 "

" 𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐞 "

" 𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐭𝗼𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐫 "

" 𝐅𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐲𝗼𝐮 "

" 𝐈 𝗺𝐞𝐚𝐧.....𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞? "

" 𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐮𝐩 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐝𝐮𝗺𝐛 𝐡𝗼𝐞 " she giggles

𓁹𓁹𓁹𓁹𓁹𓁹𓁹ᴛɪᴍᴇ sᴋɪᴘ𓁹𓁹𓁹𓁹𓁹𓁹𓁹

3 movies later and I think I should finally tell her
I honestly just wanted an excuse to think about how I'm gonna tell her but fuck it I'm doing it now

" 𝐘/𝐧 𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝗼 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐭𝗼 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐚𝐛𝗼𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝗼𝗺𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝗺𝐩𝗼𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭"

" 𝐘𝐞𝐚𝐡 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐮𝐩? "

" 𝐈 𝐝𝗼𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐡𝗼𝐰 𝐭𝗼 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝗼𝐟 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐞'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐟𝗼𝐫 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝗼𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐰𝐞 𝗺𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝗺𝐞𝗺𝗼𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐰 𝐭𝗼𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐰𝗼𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝗼𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐰𝗼 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐚𝐠𝗼 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐈 𝐥𝗼𝗼𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝗼𝗺𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲, 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈'𝗺 𝐬𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐬.... 𝐈'𝗺 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝗼𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝗼𝐮 "

" 𝐁-𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐈'𝗺 𝐬𝗼𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐧𝗼 "

She gets up and leaves

I just sit there in shock

𝐹𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑

ᴀ/ɴ

ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪ'ᴍ sᴏʀʀʏ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴅ ᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ ʙᴜᴛ ʟɪғᴇ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ɢᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ɪᴛ ᴛᴏ

Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀɴʏ ʀᴇǫᴜᴇsᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ ғʀᴇᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ

𝐘𝐀'𝐋𝐋 𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓! 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐲 𝐬𝗼𝗼𝗼𝗼 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝗼 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐠𝗼𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐬𝐚𝐲

" 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞, 𝐝𝗼 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐲? "

" 𝐈'𝗺 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝗼𝐮𝐬, 𝐈 𝐥𝗼𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 "

" 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝗼𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐣𝗼𝐤𝐞 𝗼𝐫 𝐈 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐭𝗼 𝐆𝗼- "

I closed the gap between us, shutting her up

" 𝐈'𝗺 𝐧𝗼𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 "

" 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐛𝐞 𝗺𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐘/𝐧? "

" 𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐫 "

Maybe 2020 isn't so bad after all
But still
𝐹𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑

ᴀ/ɴ

ᴏᴋᴀʏ ғᴏʀᴇᴀʟ ᴛʜɪs ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪᴛs ᴏᴠᴇʀ

ɪᴍ sᴏʀʀʏ ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ᴛᴏ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴜʏs ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ

ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀɴʏ ʀᴇǫᴜᴇsᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ ғʀᴇᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ