Games to the Mind ✔

soon i will say 'i'm fine' and it will not be a lie

i remember the mornings when you would go out of your way to talk to me even for a short while

i remember the 'what's wrong's falling out of your mouth each time i grew quiet

i remember your curiosity over the words i wrote in my notebooks

i remember you trying to fix the problems i had for me

you were always pushing me to be better

i remember me smiling uncontrollably whenever you would talk to me

i remember my heart beating fast when you were coming my way

i remember me telling you stories and secrets

i never thought you'd become one of them

but here we are with my ignorance and your arrogance

gone was the sweet guy i met

gone was the naive girl you met

and with that come the silence that is slowly deafening me

but all of the heartache i feel now 

cannot compare with all the happiness you gave me

i'm not okay now, but soon i will be