Tick Tock

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It’s  2 AM and I can’t fucking sleep again


It’s 230 AM and I can’t fucking think of anything other than you


again


It’s  3 AM and why the fuck did you kiss her


not once


or even twice


It’s 330 AM and why the fuck did you leave 
for the first time


It’s  4 AM & I can’t help but wonder her thoughts when she met with your soft sweet lips 
or if she looked you into your eyes


Did she see the galaxies I saw?


or did she glance away as if they were just another set of brown eyes
They are not just fucking brown 
they are the fucking universe with thousands of stars


You are not just a boy


she is just a girl


It is now 430 AM and I’m shaking
again


I look down at myself and can see me rotting away while the bones begin to show


because you filled me with flowers and left


with nobody left to water them or feed them


It’s  5 AM and I’m on the floor screaming for you 

I love you I love you I love you


She is just a girl and so am I


but I see the way your eyes light up once your favorite song comes on


I notice the way your laugh changes when something is funny 


and when youre being tickled on your leg


Does she know where to touch you?


Does she see the fucking stars on your body?


Can anybody see you how I do?


No


because you are not just a boy to me


You are the fucking galaxy compacted in the body


of the most wonderful man


It’s 530 AM and I realize I can’t sleep without you

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