pieces of me

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We were two severely broken things

and though I was promised someone to mend me

I couldn't bear to get better before you. 

so I replaced all your lost pieces with my own 

and glued you back together with the blood I lost from slicing my hands when I touched you. 

And when you were whole again 

you decided there weren't enough parts in the world to fix me 

and even if there were, I wasn't worth the effort. 

And now I am even more broken than before 

and there aren't enough pieces  for anyone else to mend me with 

and I wonder if you ever touch your wrist and feel my veins under your skin 

or look at your eyes and see my glass shining through. 

Because I can feel every piece I lost 

and every time my mother hugs me she asks me about the crater between my shoulder blades

that piece went to your ribs i think

and every fucking time you get hurt I know 

because I can fucking feel it 

and I can feel her cold fingers on my neck every time she touches your leg and I just want my god damn pieces back.

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