friends with benefits

Part 4

He slid his right hand under your already unbuttoned shirt meanwhile he put his left hand on your nape. He hovered over you and connected his lips with the tender skin on your neck.

He swirled his tongue over your soft skin before he sucked on the spot gently biting down on the flesh. You knew this would leave a big hickey but you'd always trade it for the amazing tingly feeling on your skin.

You tugged your lower lip between your teeth to contain your moans which threatened to slip out of your mouth.

"I can't hear you, baby", he growled strengthening his grip on your waist.

"Obsessive", you remarked breathily and chuckled teasingly.

"Someone's cheeky today", he said lifting himself up on his arms, yet still half on top of you, "want me to stop?"

You rolled your eyes and sighed. "Don't make me ask for it", you said propping yourself up to kiss him again, but he pushed you back down on the mattress.

"I said, do you want me to stop?", he asked again demandingly and moved his hand to your throat, applying light pressure, enough to turn you on even more.

"Like I said, obsessive", you repeated and you both laughed quietly, "I like it though. It's just... taking too long."

You quickly caught him off guard and managed to push him down on the bed by brushing his hands off of you. You climbed on top of him and straddled his lap.

He smirked and crossed his arms behind his head pretentiously. "Go on, princess", he said travelling his eyes from your lips to the hickey on your neck and down to your exposed chest.

You bent down to him and locked your lips with his in a deep kiss. You opened your mouth and explored his mouth with your tongue.

You began grinding your hips on his clothes crotch earning a throaty groan from him. He lifted his arms and placed his hands on your hips to keep you moving.

You gripped his chin firmly and pulled away from the kiss to capture his bottom lip between your teeth and tug on it.

"I can't hear you, baby", you mimicked him letting go of his lip making you both laugh. You looked into each other's eyes and paused to create even more tension before you'd let the unappeased lust take over.

"But you can feel me", he said rubbing his thumb on your hips. You nodded smiling feeling his member through his pants.

"Oh god, I can make you feel so good", you whispered seductively and slowly slid down on the floor in front of the bed, right between his legs.

"I'm not going to stop you", he said looking down on you, obviously turned on.

"But you know what I want in return", you said placing your hands on his belt and unbuckled it. "Of course", he said smiling and sat up leaning down to kiss you.

"I need a drink", you said feeling how the alcohol lost its effect. You closed the clasp of your bra and slid your pants back on.

"I really enjoy being with you, Y/N", he said to you lying still half naked on the bed. You turned to him and raised your eyebrows amused.

"You're not going to suggest a relationship, are you?", you asked trying not to laugh at that ridiculous idea.

"No, of course not. I don't do relationships", he said scoffing, "I was rather thinking of something like friends with benefits."

"F*cking with no strings attached? I like that", you said buttoning up your shirt.

"So you're in?", he asked propping himself up on his elbows. "Yea, I guess", you said shrugging. You had nothing to lose anyway, you could only gain unlimited, damn great s*x.

"Then friends with benefits it is", he said leaning towards you and pecked your lips. You smiled and got up walking over to his jeans on the floor. You took his phone out and saved your number as 'hot af bff'.

You smirked throwing his phone on the bed next to him. "I'll see you", you said winking and left the room to go back downstairs. You joined your friends blithely not knowing what this agreement would bring.

And everything went well at first. Summer came and you still hadn't enrolled at a college, getting into one fight after another with your mum. But you had Taehyung who helped you relieve a lot of stress.

It turned out he was a quite good listener. However, you made sure you didn't tell him any of your most intimate secrets and only enjoyed talking to him.

You didn't admit it but you developed a soft spot for him and he became more important to you than you planned it. You denied that but at some point, it got too toxic for you to just ignore it.

It was right after you hooked up with him at a party when you went into the kitchen to grab another drink and saw him making out with another girl.

You sensed a sudden sting in your tummy and you thought you were getting sick because of the amount of alcohol you drank that evening, but deep down you knew better. Your gaze unintentionally wandered back to them and you felt that sting again.

You were jealous, you didn't like seeing him giving his attention to someone who should be you. You chuckled bitterly to yourself at the thoughts you were having right now. That's how far he got under your skin, even though the only rule was 'no catching feelings'.

You screwed up and you knew if you didn't back off now, it would get even worse and you might get hurt. There was a reason why you didn't like relationships.

"Taehyung, can I talk to you for a sec?", you asked him waiting for him before he'd go outside to smoke one.

"Yea, what's going on, babe?", he asked as you walked over to a rather silent corner.

"I want to stop seeing you", you said getting straight to the point, "I realised my whole life is a mess and I need to concentrate on myself for a while to figure it out."

"Looks like I have no word in this", he replied with a cold expression, but there was something off with his voice, like he was angry or something.

"Yes", you said looking to the ground, "goodbye, Taehyung." You quickly pecked his cheek and then turned around to leave.