friends with benefits

Part 6

He kissed you, but not in a gentle and needy way. He kissed you fiercely and hungrily, pushing you up against the wall with his left hand firmly on your hip and his other hand around your throat.

He didn't squeeze your throat too tightly but he added enough pressure to keep you in place. And damn it, you liked it.

You grabbed the fabric of his shirt in your fists and clung on to him. You moaned in pleasure but he swallowed the sound completely.

You could have deepend the kiss for another few minutes but unfortunately you were in need for oxygen.

You pushed him off and let your head hang while your chest rose and fell rapidly. He looked down at you and removed his hands from your body. He placed them next to your head on the wall and leaned in.

"So... what do you think if we take this upstairs?", he asked breathing equally as heavy as you did.

You knew it was so wrong. You just had managed to get your act back together and going back to old habits won't help it at all.

But who cares? He does you so good, you'd always run back to him. And a little fun wouldn't hurt, right?

"Having doubts?", he whispered close to your ear and chuckled deeply.
He moved his head further down and hovered his lips so faintly over the sensitive skin on your neck that it almost drove you insane.

"I'll just go upstairs and you can follow me or not. Your choice", he said in a voice only you could hear.

Even though the party was still going on loudly around you, the only thing that you seemed to hear was him, as if the world was only revolving around you.

He placed a last open-mouthed kiss on your lips before he turned around and walked towards the stairs.

You closed your eyes and groaned. "F*ck it", you cursed and followed him upstairs.

And you didn't regret it all. He gave you one of the best highs you had so far. He chuckled at your messed up state letting himself plop down on the bed next to you.

"Couldn't resist, hm?", he asked and pulled the sheets over your naked bodies. You rolled your eyes and scowled.

"How do you always know which bedrooms are free anyways?", you asked curiously.

"I know where all the guest rooms are in the frat and sorority houses and one of them is always free", he said shrugging.

"Of course", you said feeling that sting again.

He has probably seen the insides of the guest rooms more than the houses themselves.

"But the more important question is when are you free again?", he asked looking down at you smirking.

"About that...", you said getting up and began to get dressed, "I really like you as a friend and I want us to stay friends and let nothing get in the way of that."

"Yea, but can we f*ck and still be friends?", he asked still smirking and watched you putting on your clothes.

"You know, now that we're in the same college and I'm trying to be a good student, I don't think continuing this is such a good idea", you explained.

His expression changed and he got up too to get dressed. "Your decision", he said while sliding on his pants.

You really would like to know what you said that has changed his mind but you didn't want to ask and make him more upset.

"So, I'll see you?", you asked in an insecure tone.

"Yea, I guess", he said coldly but smiled at you slightly when he noticed your frown. You nodded and left the room.

And so it came that you two actually became quite good friends. In the beginning you didn't think it would work out but he seemed like a changed person.

He helped you out whenever you needed help with your studies. And he always offered his shoulder to cry on when another guy ghosted you. It never happened to you before but since you started studying, it was the only thing that kept happening to you.

You didn't know why but it annoyed you a lot. You liked dating as a distraction from the weird feeling you had whenever you saw Taehyung with another girl. But the guys never texted you back after the first date, without any reason.

Today was another one of those days when your date from last week didn't text you back for your date tonight. You groaned and decided to go to the little gathering at Carly's house since you were already dressed anyway. Your closest friends from your courses would be there too and you could drink to forget.

"Eyyy, Y/N!!", you were greeted by your friends who were sitting in a big circle on the floor and on the couch in the living room when you entered the house.

"Hi, guys", you said walking in and you sat down on the couch next to Taehyung, as always. Your friend group and his actually grew kind of close because of you two.

"We're playing truth or dare, wanna join?", Will asked making you scowl.

"No, I hate that game", you replied looking around and noticed you were the only one without a drink.

"Of course you're playing", Taehyung said while you got up to get a drink.

"No, I'm not", you said laughing when he got up too.

"Yes, you are", he said laughing.

"Noo", you squealed running away from him when he started chasing after you. You giggled like two small kids while playing tag.

When he caught up with you he quickly wrapped his arms around your waist and easily threw you over his shoulder making you squeak.

"At least let me get a drink", you said hanging over his shoulder while he brought you back to the others in the living room.

"I'll get you one", he said putting you down on the couch.

"Fine", you said rolling your eyes and crunching your nose.

"You two", Carly said laughing and shook her head in disbelief, "seriously, you should date already."