Forbidden Love A Josh Richards story * Completed*

Chapter 36 - I gamed

You wake up at 10 am to josh getting ready
He sees you and smiles
Where are you going? You ask
The podcast he says
Oh yeah you say
You were angry at me last night and I don't know how you're feeling today if it's just mood swings or what?
You scoff
It's not mood swings it's the fact that you have to go and do the podcast
I know baby he says sitting on the bed
No you don't you don't know how it feels to have your significant other leave you for work
He kisses your head 
I love you he says
Yeah I love you too
You go on your phone
I still have about 20 minutes he says
You might as well go
He looks upset
You look at him and see his face
You kiss him
Are we ok? He asks
Yeah we're fine
Are you sure?
Yeah baby
Ok can I have cuddles
Yeah
He cuddles you

After 20 minutes...

Baby I have to go
Ok you say
Are you sure you are fine?
Yes babe I promise
He kisses you and then kisses your stomach
I'll miss you both
You smile
I'll text you later ok?
Baby no
Fine he says and you kiss him one more time before he leaves
You get changed into this outfit

You go downstairs and eat some breakfast
You go back up to the gaming room this time and see Anthony Blake Bryce are playing trios
They invite you to their party
Hey guys you say
Where's josh Bryce asks
The BFF podcast
Ok anyway wanna hop into some squads Anthony asks
Sure why not
You start gaming for a couple of hours until josh comes back
IM HOME BABE!!
Guys I'm gonna leave
Ok Blake says
You go off
Hey babe he kisses your cheek
Hi
What did you do today while I was gone?
I played with Bryce Blake and Anthony
Is that it
Yeah you say
That's all you've been doing for like 3 hours
What's up with the questions
Nothing did you have lunch
Not yet
You see a McDonald's bag
I see you have though
I bought you a six piece nugget and a Big Mac
Thanks
You get it out and eat it
After eating you listen to the podcast with your AirPods in
What are you listening to? He asks intrigued
BFF pod
My podcast??
No the peanut butter one dumb ass
He smiles and kisses you
Baby can we announce your pregnancy to our fans he asks
I don't know you say
It'll be fine
Fine you say
He posts on his Instagram

You post on Instagram

Baby can we talk he asks
What's wrong? Did I do something? You say sitting up
No no nothing like that
So what is it then?
Do you remember after you went home what happened between you and your dad
I don't want to talk about it
If you don't talk about it then how can we get past this
I've said no
Babe we need to sort this out
No we don't
Fuck off then he says
What?
If you won't talk to me you don't trust me and if there's no trust in this relationship then we will not survive this we'll be over before you know it
Ok we'll  be done I'll abort the baby
Wait no!
Why not?? I'm not going raise it by myself
I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that we were over I love you
Then maybe you shouldn't have said it
He kisses you
You get up and get your bag
He stands behind you and kisses your cheek
Babe I'm only getting my AirPods
He picks you up before you could get them and throws you on the bed
He lays on top of you and you try not to look him in the eye
Baby I love you
I love you too you say
You kiss him
So... he says
What now?
I'm sorry
You want to talk let's talk my dad got angry and kicked me out that's what happened now if you excuse me I'm going downstairs to make dinner
You go downstairs and start making dinner
COME DOWN!!
He comes down and sees the baked feta pasta

You eat and then josh takes you upstairs
Babe tomorrow it'll be 4 months since you first asked me out you say
Yeah I know
He kisses you
I'm truly sorry for today he says
Baby no it's fine
You try getting up
Where are you going
I'm just getting changed
Not yet he says
Baby I don't feel comfortable cuddling you with these on
Fine he says and you get changed into these pjs

You get a call
Babe I'm just going to take this call
Sure you go to the closet
Hey mom what's up
It's your dad
What about him
He's really angry can you come over tomorrow and talk to him
I can't do it tomorrow it's our anniversary
He needs to talk and if you blow him off for Josh then he'll get more angry
I'm not blowing him off for anyone I have plans tomorrow maybe the day after tomorrow
Whatever
You end the call and sit on the bed
What did she say?
Who??
Your mom you're not exactly the best hider
Just my dad he'll be fine she wants me to go over tomorrow to talk to him
So go
Baby I can't it's our anniversary
So? We have loads more
Baby I couldn't I would just feel bad
Why? I'm telling you to do it
I know but deep down you don't want me to go and I get that so I told her that I would go the day after tomorrow
Are you sure? Cause I don't mind
You don't mind because you're too kind and won't speak your truth well not to me anyway
You kiss him
He cuddles you and you fall asleep at 1 am