87 - Disappointed

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You: it'll be fine
Nurse: don't do this y/n How long have I been with you
You: since Sam
Nurse: so if you ever want to talk...
You: yeah I know can I go?
Nurse: yeah
You: thanks for this what you've done for me
Nurse: of course
You hug her and then leave
When you get in your car you break down

You've been crying for about 20 minutes when you see josh pulling into the parking lot
You couldn't believe that he hadn't shown up and especially for what was now the hardest news you've ever received.
You drive past him and you see him running in
You ignore it and drive to pick Sam up
Josh calls you and you let it ring again and again...again and again
You pick up Sam and go home
Josh comes through the door about 15 minutes after you and comes up to the bedroom
Josh: hey where were you?
You: well I was at the hospital first checking on our baby and then I went go pick Sam up
Josh notices your puffy eyes and cracked voice: what's wrong?
You start crying again: I lost the baby
Josh: are you being serious?
You: yes
Josh: I'm so sorry for not being there with you
You: where were you?
Josh: out finding a job
You: and?
Josh: I've got one I start tomorrow
You: well done to you (!)
You lay on your side and josh climbs into the bed
Josh kisses your cheek front behind you: I'm sorry baby
You: no no sorries I just can't deal with this right now
Josh: where's Sam?
You: in his room
Josh: babe...
You: what?
Josh: I'm sorry for not being there
You: I called you multiple times
Josh: my phones dead!
You: at least text me from someone else's number.
Josh: who? I was busy looking for a job after you told me to quit
You: yeah cause you were the one complaining about how he always makes you work doubles and triple the fuck?
Josh: but I didn't wanna cut off our only source of income
You: so what? We would've been fine
Josh: what have you fucking done to provide for our family other than sit on your ass all day?
You: I look after your fucking son
Josh: so?
You: I do more than you. Who gets the groceries? Who makes the meals? Who does the laundry? So if anyone sits on their ass in our relationship it's most definitely not me.
Josh: wow! That's what you're meant to do! You're a fucking stay at home mom you've not had to work a day in your life you've had everything given to you
You: how can you say that?
Josh: your moms is a famous singer
You: and I'm the one who bought this house sure you paid the deposit but who actually bought it?

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