Chapter 45 - My heart

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You wake up at 11 am and check your phone
You see he has texted you

Hi baby I hope you can forgive me for today I love you too much call me whenever you're free

I'm free all day because I thought we would be together so I canceled whatever I had to do

Are you still mad at me

What do you think? 😕

He calls you and you see him in his room shirtless

I'm sorry my love
Ok good for you I don't even fucking care you don't care that I wanted to hang out and be together today so why should I care what you want to do you say
He stays silent
Exactly you're not even correcting me I have to go
I'm so sorry my love what can I do to make it up to you
Come here
I can't he says
That proves my point
I'm really really so sorry I'll make it up to you
How?
Don't worry
Ok
I'm really sorry
It's fine we'll just hang out together another day I'm not as important as work I get that you say still annoyed but you don't want to keep arguing
I have to go I'll see you tomorrow the boys are calling me
Sure
You end the call before he can say another word
You go downstairs and eat a piece of toast

Bryce texts you

Hey are you ok?

   Yeah why?

Just asking

   Ok

You go back upstairs and go into the gaming room
You play some fortnite and get the victory royale

You play a few games and then josh texts you

I'm free for a couple of hours do you want me to come there

Whatever I don't care

You go into your room and someone comes through the door
You don't realize because you are on TikTok
Someone opens the door and you see him holding a bouquet of roses
Hey my love
What are you doing here
Please forgive me I'm so sorry
He sits on the bed and you look at him
I didn't want to hurt you but I couldn't turn it down
Mmhm you say
What?
Do you know what your problem is
What he repeats
You're too nice you say yes to things when we have plans we barely have enough time together as it is and you shorten it for work we are going to turn out like those couple who don't have enough time for each other and then break up
No we won't I have a couple of hours and then I have to go
Can't you cancel
My love I'm sorry
See this is what I was talking about we don't have time for each other so thank you but you can take the flowers back you say shoving them in his face
He goes on his phone and calls someone

Hey josh what time are you coming to the studio to film

Yeah about that I'm not I'm going to have to cancel

Why?

I need to spend some time with my girl

You smile at him

Ok we'll have to reschedule for a couple of days time

No problem bye

He ends the call

Don't ever fucking say we don't spend time together because we do
Not a lot you say
It's just hard balancing a relationship with work yes you always comes first in my life but sometimes I need to work so I get money for us and our baby he says and lays you on him
I know but it just doesn't feel like you make time for us it feels forced like you don't love me
Don't ever question my love for you I would do anything for you you know that
I know but it feels like you don't
He kisses you
I love you more than anything in this world except for my mom
You had to ruin it didn't you you ask causing a chuckle from him
I love you he says
I love you too baby
You kiss him
I missed you
Same you say
He cuddles you
Baby can we apply to a college you ask
I don't need to
Why not?
I have money coming in
Ok I won't do it
Don't sacrifice something you want to do just because I'm not
I know but this baby is too important
Are you sure my love
Yeah
If you want when the baby is born you can go and I'll take care of the baby
No it's ok
He kisses you and hugs you close to his chest
You do a TikTok

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