⚜ 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓦𝓸𝓷! ⚜ [William Afton x Reader]

.ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 11.

- You know.. I don't have any place to live, William.

He only chuckles while driving the car.

- Of course you do, Y/N. Considering your special role in my life you'll live at my house. That's your reason of coming back anyway, don't you think?

Hmph. Straight as always.

I guess I should calm down. Feeling so much in a sudden really influences. Somebody of us will die today? Pretty possible. Both of us die? Yes. Nobody die? I don't think so.

I returned for the thing called revenge yet I already rethink everything. I wonder what's inside of William's head right now.

What am I even doing? He has a son. Michael... I can't believe I'll see him again. This small cutie pie is adorable yet grown up.

It's been a long time. I just can't believe my life was ruined that easy. It feels so wrong and unrealistic. What do I even feel towards this man? Who tortured me in my childhood, who killed my family, hoping I'd return to my country, who just can't leave me alone!

And now, when I'm finally back, he's already here, meeting me....

I remember what I did back then. I thought about it for months. I think it's not that simple, William has lots of secret and fucking broken mind. Guess I don't care. Or do I? I don't know!

When I finally thought I'll never meet him again, I started feeling empty. Completely. For all these years I've been empty and emotionless. Trauma, they say. Consequences. I know I experienced something that most people never ever thought of but I'm okay! My mind didn't break or whatever. I just... Stopped caring.

"What is the point of living?" I questioned myself. But couldn't find the answer. Well, didn't want to accept it. My fears were standing in my way. But now I completely understand it. I want revenge. I want to torture him. Am I broken? Probably but why should I care now? Maybe if he disappears, I'll feel free again? That's what I want. I want my freedom, I want to feel happiness and forget this part of my life forever.

I am an adult now. I'll be making my own decisions now. So, William, try to manipulate me again. It won't work. And I won't stop until you are gone forever, fucking killer of my life.

- Whatcha thinking of?

- WAAH!! Why must you scare me like that! And I'm just thinking how am I going to cut your neck off. Joking.

Afton smiles.

- I like that sense of humor.

Of course, I were joking, right. Sigh. I feel like a psychopath. Honestly it is not easy to go for a kill. It's a serious threat. But I've been thinking for so long. Even if I get caught, I'm ready to spend my punishment in prison. My wish to get my revenge is stronger. I can't control it.

Calm down, Y/N. It's going to be okay.

I look at William while he drives. He's still handsome. But he looks really tired. As if these years were really rough for him. The man's broken. In all the ways possible.

Remembering the event few years ago, I can say that he could have a better life. It's really sad when people like him just test their luck and do everything possible to satisfy themselves.

Even if it means killing.

- William?

- Mm?

- Why are we still remembering each other?

For a second he turns his head to me. I guess he's been questioning that for a long time too.

We spent a week together in my childhood, and few days together when I was a teen. It feels so stupid. Unnatural. Wrong.