Taurus (COMPLETE)

Nineteen

"What the fuck?" That was my first genuine reaction.

Hindi na ako nakahulma nang tuluyan niyang kainin ang distansya sa pagitan namin. My eyes widen a fraction when he gently push me on my stomach which results on me, falling on the bed. Mabilis niyang pinagitna ang binti sa hita ko at sinungaban ako ng halik! Hindi ko na nagawang umiwas sa sobrang bilis ng kilos niya. One moment he's just standing there. Now, he's kissing me like I'm his oasis!

Suminghap ako at sinubukan siyang itulak pero maging ako ay nadadala na din sa mga atake na halik niya. If there's one thing that can make me weak and go crazy, that's his kisses. He makes me so vulnerable that I always submit.

"Stan–" My first try at getting both our senses back, which he only swallowed by giving me an open mouth kiss.

Hindi ko napigilan ang pagdaing nang lumapat ang malaki niyang kamay sa puson ko para pigilan ako sa pagsusubok na magpumiglas. He press me on the bed from my stomach and that move alone made me so damn wet that I want to choke myself! I'm supposed to be against this but my body is betraying me!

Halos maubusan na ako ng hininga sa bawat atake niya. My lips feels swollen and my mouth already taste mint. Basa na ng laway niya ang paligid ng labi ko at halos manhid na ang dila ko kakasipsip niya!

"Shit. Wait!"

Pumilig ako at humugot ng malalim na hininga. Our chest is heaving and we're both panting. I closed my eyes when he kissed my neck. I'm completely distracted now but I notice that his hands never move. One stayed on my stomach while the other was just on the side of my head to support his weight.

He stops kissing and nuzzles his nose on the length of my neck.

"I won't take advantage of you."

Dahan dahan akong dumilat at nakita siyang nakatitig sa akin. His eyes...it speaks so many things to me. Madilim ngunit nagkukubli ang lambot doon
He's angry but still indulgently looking at me.

"Even if I want you mine so damn much that it hurts."

Unti unting bumalik ang katinuan ko. Kasabay ng paghinahon ng paghinga ko ay ang pagbabalik ng rasyonal kong pag-iisip. My lips quiver as emotions came rushing in me. Naghalo halo ang kagustuhan kong itulak siya at ang angkinin din siya katulad ng ginagawa niya ngayon.

I want him so bad too... I want him mine and mine alone, but what else can I do? He swears to someone else!

"W-We can't be together–"

"Says fucking who?" Nanindig ang balahibo ko sa buo at malalim niyang boses. "Bata pa lang tayo sigurado na ako sa'yo, Isla. Tapos sasabihin mong hindi tayo pwede? No fucking way!"

"You want us? Ano, gagawin mo akong kabit mo?" Nanghihina kong tanong.

Saglit siyang natigilan bago unti unting kumunot ang noo niya. "What the fuck are you saying?" Naguguluhan ngunit matigas na sambit niya.

I bit my lip. Nangingilid na ang luha ko at alam kong nakikita niya 'yon. He looks pained but confused at the same time. Hindi ko alam kung nagpapanggap lang siyang walang alam.

"Ikakasal ka sa iba, Constantine..." Tumakas ang hikbi sa lalamunan ko. "You wanted to own me but I can never own you because you're owned by someone else!"

"Fuck."

Bigla siyang bumangon at dinala ako kaya napaupo ako sa kama. He stood up and brush his hair backwards.

"Did my Abuelo talk to you?"

"So you're aware of your promise? I'm fucking with someone else's fiance–"