Vision

;Its Just The End What You Talking About;

Blinking.

Sweat damp on the surface of my face.

A record playing, stratches by the needle, unpicks my eyes open.

I don't even know what song to sing~

All I know is~

~La la la la I love youu~

My body in a falling position, was put on my bed.

A gray two piece, left loosely on my body.

Wasn't that what I wore in chapter 12?

So no one going to tell me?

Who is going to listen to me?

My hair in a knotty bunch.

Braids in some sections next to curly pieces and dead straight places.

A metallic blue to a grassy green hummbird placed in the crook in my neck, breathing sofly.

Its eyes gently opening and looking at me in surprise.

A chirp is taken in as the hummbird I forgot the name of, rubs it's cheek to my as a sign of love and missing me.

Where did it even go?

My face heats up.

My memories have gone.

DO I even know where, what, how I even am.

Nothing is making sense.

Why am I so calm?

I try to move, but it's like I have no feeling.

I try to ask for help but there's no sound.

Is this in my mind or out of body  type of thing?

Breathing in deep.

With aching bones push my self up, the bird trys flying but falls and hops on my bare thighs.

Looking at me with glum eyes.

It glazes over.

I give the same look.

Contemplating the room am in.

I see items I have no recall of.

A dead bat on a desk, full of books and stationery.

On the floor, a white Balmain dress, a red velvet durag, black dress suit gown and other things such as peach bushes.

I started to feeling dizzy.

Are they pumping something in here?

There was sand and red jewls covering the floor and embeded into the walls, a intoxicated smoke filled my nose.

My pupils dilated.

Lids heavy, I giggled.

It's hooker, silly~

I giggled again.

Smiling hurt my cheeks.

Glancing on the floor a sequin head band and flask crumbled.

Busting the door open, a woman I kinda knew .Was mum?

Gaped on me.

I giggled again, I love her.

Kapy giggled.

Or was it kap, kappy capu?

No, no, no that's not right?

How about Kapi, yeah!

Kapi!

Her name was Kapi (cap-e).

Her eye lids kept closing, she giggled and nearly fell back.

Its like we are drunk,yeah!

Turning back to the women at the door who was staring at me with tears filling her eyes and were overflowing down her face.

I gave a lazy wave, my arms ached.

I snickered.

Kapi fell back, eyes closed.

Looking back at the women called"mum" I suppose.

A black and brown cloak fell from her shoulders to the floor of the door.

She wasn't wearing that before.

Walking closer, she opened her mouth to speak, a glimpse of pearly plastic, matte teeth showed.

It all came back.

A breath.

Sharp.

Like I have been knocked out.

Winded.

My head.

I knew.

She came closer.

The tv turned on.

Static of grey and black began.

A man looked through me, appeared, a grin, a smirk at me.

It like he could see me through the wires.

Its like he knows what happened.

I feel heavy lids on my eyes.

She came closer, a look of shock and hands over her mouth to muffle her cry.

Baby boy with pink squiggles and lines, t-shirt with white jeans. She wore.

My head hit the pillow.

Ow!

Looking behind her, through the door, I saw a man, dressed not so well.

Greasy, straight grey hair of his neck, the top bald, in agony he banged himself into the wall.

It crumbled with a hit.

My pupils.

My pupils.

My pupils widened.

My iris not brown no more.

They were black.

Am I even home?