It's Only A Nightmare

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Open my eyes and I see you right there

And there's a part of me that

Just doesn't know what to do

It's only a nightmare

I been up, I been down

It makes complete nonsense

I can't understand any of it

Open my eyes and I see you right there

Knowing Ima cry, but it's only a nightmare

So I realize the things we cannot bare

Living fantasies, who am I if you're not there

So, I wanna be with my baby

I've been thinking about you lately

And you've been driving me crazy

Like walking through the rain,

The pain still amazes me

Man I thought this was all 'til I opened up my eyes

You can catch me standing lonely

Because you're with some other guy

Who am I?

Doesn't surprise me, I understand I wasn't there

When I stayed, just kinda telling you

It's rude you wasn't there

Rain falling on her head

I'm walking through, it's hard to bare

So when I seen you through the crowd

It made me wanna stop and stare

Cuz you're my baby

And I've been thinking about you lately

The pain still amazes me, it's crazy

You drop me on my knees and pick me up

Like it didn't phase me

You hurt my heart so bad

Like you locked me in the basement

It's gotten to my head, I'm impatient

I wanna be with you, not feeling blue

Cuz you're my lady

Some days I'm lazy, don't wanna fight back

Just grippin on her legs, she knows what excites that

Oh she fights back, two grips at a time

And I know she feels my love

Oh girl you know you were mine

Open my eyes and I see you right there

Knowing Ima cry, but it's only a nightmare

So I realize the things we cannot bare

Living fantasies, who am I if you're not there

So, I wanna be with my baby

I've been thinking about you lately

And you've been driving me crazy

Like walking through the rain,

The pain still amazes me

I've seen this nightmare

Somebody wake me up

I can picture you right there

But no, that's not enough

I don't get it, it's not fair

And there we go

You're with some dude you barely know

It's a chest pain scenario

The wet rains, my burial

You're letting me soak

Yeah I'm dreaming of a miracle wherever I go

And then I'm blue and I'm alone

Just keep thinking all about you

But no, for real

I can't see myself going on without you

So I wrote this song about you

Dedicated this to you

I sing it when I'm having trouble taking the truth

I never thought I'd lose my baby

When I heard you say It was over

It was painful, you're contagious

Girl you're exposure to my heart

It's still echoing in my head

I was frozen from the start

One light flash and I was there

And yeah it was rash what I said

Every other girl would know it

I was crashing in my bed

Feeling like the world was over

Til I open my eyes and I see you right there

Knowing Ima cry, but it's only a nightmare

So I realize the things we cannot bare

Living fantasies, who am I if you're not there

So, I wanna be with my baby

I've been thinking about you lately

And you've been driving me crazy

Like walking through the rain,

The pain still amazes me

With no umbrella, take a trip through the rain

Thinking what Ima tell her, take a hit before the shame

Sing it, like Helen Keller trying to see through the grain

But I didn't notice this game

It's not so easy to sing

And after all the misery

I still don't understand what you did to me

Open your eyes maybe you can see

All the lying and hiding you did to me

And all I ever wanted

Was for you to be my one and only

Never came around, always kept your head down

Now you're crawling back to me lonely

And after all the things you stand for

You think we all got it, all that bad luck

We don't but your love got me in a bad rut

Open my eyes and I see you right there

Knowing Ima cry, but it's only a nightmare

So I realize the things we cannot bare

Living fantasies, who am I if you're not there

So, I wanna be with my baby

I've been thinking about you lately

And you've been driving me crazy

Like walking through the rain,

The pain still amazes me

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