Welcome to my routine
Got up and opened my eyes just to see
The pain has gotten deeper
I wake up to find losing her
It's really not a bad dream
It's reality
I can hear her say I love you babe
Just like it was yesterday
Like yesterday's sunset, beautiful, you're gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone
And do you know what it's like to be in love
It kinda feels crazy knowing you're on your own
You used to be a call away
But I threw that all away
And do you know what it's like to never know
what could have been, should have been
we'll never know
You used to be a call away
But I threw that all away
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
This must be pain's holiday
I look in the mirror just to find
A googlied mirrored grey eyed
Staring back at me
Just knowing that I stand by myself
With all the shame that you have left
Shame that you have left
I can hear her say I love you babe
Just like it was yesterday
Like yesterday's sunset, beautiful, you're gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone
And do you know what it's like to be in love
It kinda feels crazy knowing you're on your own
You used to be a call away
But you threw that all away
And do you know what it's like to never know
what could have been, should have been
we'll never know
You used to be a call away
But you threw that all away
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I-- I'm not okay
This must be pain's holiday
And do you know what it's like to be in love
It kinda feels crazy knowing you're on your own
You used to be a call away
But you threw that all away
And do you know what it's like to never know
what could have been, should have been
we'll never know
You used to be a call away
But you threw that all away
And do you know what it's like to be in love
It kinda feels crazy knowing you're on your own
You used to be a call away
But you threw that all away
And do you know what it's like to never know
what could have been, should have been
we'll never know
You used to be a call away
But you threw that all away
I'm not okay
Welcome to my routine
Got up and opened my eyes just to see
The pain has gotten deeper
