Always feeling lonely
Like everone doesn't care
So sick of the world
Too much pain for one to bare
Always feeling broken
Your body's screaming inside
So you turn to destruction
Something no one can hide
Think you're confused?
And this isn't the answer?
So you try to fight it
But it's like a form of cancer
Just can't stop it
And begin to lose control
Like an unforgiving nightmare
The truth that you don't want to be told
Believing what they say
That you're undeniable a freak
Feel like they are laughing, watching you fall
Looking down on the weak
So that blade is who you call
The stress is just too much
Just want to escape all of the thoughts
Easing the pain with just the right touch
Will the scars ever fade?
Or will you ever be pure again?
After getting hooked
Feels like there's no hope for yourself in the end
You want to give it up
And have relief from it all
Just don't know how to escape the urge
Feeling stuck in a never-ending hall
You don't want to live
But you're too scared to die
Only want to feel loved
And have no reason to cry
This is one thing you can count on
To make you feel better
That personal high
That makes you feel as light as a feather
They wont understand
Just think you're a fool
Or that your mind is corrupt
Or you're trying to look cool
Making you feel selfish
Because you're hurting the ones you love
So you begin to pray
Hoping for help from above
Then you Want to feel alive again
But don't know how
Because you can't tell anyone
They didn't understand then, so why now?
It isn't easy feeling alone
But you know this is wrong
Just tired of the secrets and lies
That have been going on for too long
It's your own form of heroine
For when you feel empty inside
This rain of blood wont stop
You'll just continue to run and hide
And putting on a fake smile
For everyone that you see
So they wont know your secret
And think you're as happy as can be
