There it goes again
Lined up and ready to take charge
That rich, toxic chemical that kills the pain;
Stopping all of the suffering in it's tracks
That powerful monster that makes anything feel possible
Destroying the inevitable impossible
Giving more courage for you to do anything and everything
You are on top of the world
Soaring through the clouds
Dancing with the angels in heaven
How could something so wrong feel so right?
Careless, fearless, filled with bundles of energy
Nothing can stop you now
If you wanted, you could run a million miles
Leap a thousand leaps
Swim the longest ocean
You're stronger than any person who ever lived
It is so exciting
Your heart beats faster and faster
Taking in that vibrant speed over and over gain
Nothing else matters now
Not the past, not the future
You feel better than you ever have
There's a newly found level of self confidence
You thought you could never achieve
All thanks to your new best friend
Who will be there for you
Calling your name
Wanting to destroy all of your troubles
Begging you into another world that only it can take you
Screaming for you to give in
And take another dose, smoke another smoke
And you're loving every minute of this vast sensation
Little do you know, you're new friend is also your worst enemy
It leaves you, you become impatient
Anticipating, waiting for it to come back
To heal you again like it always has
To provide you with immediate satisfaction
You'll stop at nothing to drift off
Into that perfect world just one more time
Then suddenly you realize what's going on
Some sort is paradox
You want to get high because you're getting high
You feel horrible, stuck in this never-ending cycle
You realize you're forgetting about everyone you once cared for
Who is this person taking over you?
Are they your friend?
You decide you don't care anymore
It doesn't matter what you are doing with your life
It doesn't matter who you are becoming (or possible who you have already become)
It doesn't even matter that you're ruining the lives of
Everyone around you
All that does matter is that you are enjoying every minute of it
Or are you?
You may feel like heaven now
But as soon as it leaves your body
You're in hell
Withdrawal Is the devil
So you begin to fight back
Calling upon the angels just ONCE more to save you
And answer all of your problems all in one moment
Achieving that high that now feels like home
