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by secretwriterluvvv

Asia...

The rest of the night I was with the girls dancing and drinking having the best time of my life. I felt someone's hands around my waist and I turned around and it was Kentrell. "Let's go ma it's 3. Yo ass has had enough drinks." He said. "Ight let's go." I said bye to everyone and we headed to the parking lot.

"Thank you for making me go out tonight. I had fun" I said. "You know I got you. Ain't gotta thank me." He said. On the way home I fell asleep and he woke me up when he pulled up to my house. Ms.Sheronda was in the living room watching Tv. "Thank you ms.sheronda." "Gurl don't worry about it. I love yo baby like she's one of mine. Bye y'all." She said giving me a kiss on the cheek before walking out. "Ight imma head out let me get Kacey." Kentrell said. "Stay the night. K sleeping already anyway." I said walking to my room. I went into my restroom and got ready for bed. When I walked out I saw Kentrell laying on my bed with just his sweats on. "What is you doing" I said. "Mane chill out I was just checking on you. Imma be in the guest room." He said walking away but I grabbed his hand. " nah.. Stay with me." I said and we both laid down. We were laying facing each other in silence. "Thank you for not leaving me. I really appreciate you. You didn't have to stay with me during all of this. I Love you Kentrell." I said closing my eyes. "I love you too Asia. You ain't got no idea how much." I heard him say as I fell into a deep sleep.

* 1 week later*

"Dada" I heard destiny say for the first time. "What did you say baby girl?" I said picking her up. "Dada" she said again smiling. I started crying. "Oh baby. Dada loves you very much. Sorry he isn't here." I said hugging her tight. I put "letter to my Daughter by Quando Rondo" Von would always play that song to destiny since we found out she was a girl.

•flashback•

"Damn imma have a lil girl running around soon" Von said laughing. "Shit she gonna have everything I never had. Imma make sure of it." He said rubbing my stomach. " I wonder who's she's going to look like. I hope like you cuz baby girl bout to struggle if ha ass look like me." I was laughing like crazy. "Babe don't play. But you have a point." He mugged me after I said that. "Gurl don't play with me. Imma be the best father eva." He said putting his head close to my stomach. "Ain't that right baby girl." He said kissing my stomach when the baby kicked him. "Awh hell nah did she just kick me. She gone be bad." He said. "Babe hahah she's gonna be a momas girl she don't like yo ass." I said. "Nah she's gonna be a daddy's girl. Don't play." He took out his phone. "Baby girl I know you can here me. This song for you mama." He put the song on his phone and started singing along. " I done dedicate my whole heart to you, girl
You the only one know how I feel
Run it up to just buy the whole world
I don't care if it cost a hunnid mill'
Want you to know you the only one
Made me change the way that I live
As a child, promise you'll have fun
Ain't gotta worry 'bout a dollar bill
Bought a queen size crib for my baby
Right by you, I'ma lay there
Tell you some stories 'bout how your mama drive me crazy
Crazy that your baby ridin' 'round in a Maybach
Tellin' "no" to you, baby I'd never say that
Take you to the corner where I used to get paid back
My heart got torn you are the one can replace that
Day you were born, I wish that I could go replay that
She gon' tell me she love me no one got at you
Even though am new a Rondo coming back to you
Thought the key to my heart was that flag that's blue
Keep it G from the start, you a bag on boo
When I walk inside the door, she gon' know it's me
I'ma tell her 'bout the days they ain't notice me
I can feel you and you know I'm you're Jodeci
You got your name from overseas
We don't do plain Jane, get her new VVs
Let her watch Dora on big TV
By the way I growed up, she ain't gotta see
In the shower with your mama, girl, that's privacy
She like the way my car crack up, vroom, ride
Innocent princess in my eyes
Brand new Rolex when you turn 5
You don't need no man, I'm by your side" he sang with a big ass smile.

*when destiny was born*

"Damn she looks like both of us." Von said. "She's beautiful. I'm in love." I said "I'm I love with both of y'all." He said. He took out his phone and played their song. He was singing to destiny and started crying. I will never forget this moment

•end of flash back•

I'd give anything to have him here watching destiny grow up. To hug and kiss him again. To feel him close to me. To see him play with destiny. So she can grow up with her dada.

Breaking away from my thoughts I looked down to see destiny fast asleep. That song never fails to put her to sleep. I laid her down in her crib.

I was in the backyard laying on the hammock when Kentrell came and laid down next to me. "What you thinking bout slime." He said. "Des said ha first word.... she called for Von she said "dada". Ion kno if I can do this. It hurt so much trell." I said as tears dropped down my face. " I kno it hurts ma. It ain't easy. But you one strong ass mf. Des is blessed to have you as ha mama. She's gon know what a strong women looks like. I know Von watching over ha and you every second, minute, and day. You ain't by yoself you got me. Destiny got me. Imma be there for y'all no matter what. I promise you dat ." He said wiping my tears off my face and hugging me. "I just want it to get easy. And thank you for caring for destiny and I. I know you don't have to. Thank you for treating ha and one of yours. She's blessed to have you and all ha crazy ass uncles." I said hugging him. "Girl she is my daughter quit playing. All ha brothers love ha. And she's forever going to be loved by us and the world." He said smiling. "Sorry for being a bitch for a long time." I said biting my lip. "Mane don't worry bout it. I had hurt you. I know why you hated me. And I was a dick for treating you that way. That's why I changed. I knew I had lost a queen. I changed for the betta. And fo that I thank you girl. Hopefully one day we can try again." He said looking up at the sky. "Yeah hopefully one day. Let's just take things slow." I said smiling.

@.Asialamar

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Hey von, Destiny said her first word today. She called out "dada" for you. Oh how I wish you could've seen her smile. We love you🤍 #llv 🕊

@.daliahlove- my beautiful Dee. Von always w/ y'all bby🥺🤍

@.indiaroyale- his memory will forever go on 🖤

@.lildurk- man my Brodie. Always here for y'all 🖤

@jayydagoat- Des is her fathers daughter! His legacy will live forever!! 🐐

@.ogthree3- 🤍🖤#llv

@.nba_youngboy- he heard ha 🤍 a fathers love neva dies. 🔐