The devil and his angel

'After The ball'

I pulled away from him and went to the drinks all flustered,why did i feel like this?

I don't like him, in fact i hate his stinking guts! At least i thought i did.....

he probably is only doing this just to piss my brothers off anyways, not like it ment something, UGHH WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT THIS RIGHT NOW WHEN I COULD ENJOY MYSELF!!!

I look around to see Nina walking towards me and i already knew exactly what she was going to ask and i rolled my eyes and put my drink aside.

"Now that.that is what i call hot!"
She said with a grin

"What now"
i said in annoyance

"The way he looks at you!not even ace looked at you like that, he looked into you insanely he was drooling over you!"
She says giggling

"No, no he wasn't, plus i don't like him, and he's probably only doing it to annoy my brothers so it doesn't matter and after this day I'm staying away from him and his mafia you should too"

i said and for the looks of it she looked sad from the sound of it and i giggles until i saw a pair of veiny arms crawl around Nina's waist and it was Aidan....eww gross....

i glare at her and she giggles it off and turns around to Aidan and pecks him on the lips and I'm stood there third wheeling and i cough to get there attention and they both laugh a bit

"And I'm third wheeling..AGAIN!"
I say with a sarcastic tone and they laugh more

"You don't have to third wheel, i mean blaze is stood right there"
he said gesturing to blaze and my eyes widen at his phrase and them two laugh as i roll my eyes

"Don't ever say that agin, it isn't even funny as a joke"
i say which makes them laugh,

now Aidan wasn't too bad i guess except from that one night,

he's was funny and actually made Nina happy, and i didn't want to drag Nina's happiness down the drain like mine so i let her be

"Il leave you two guys to go back to eating each other"
i say and walk away from them back to my brothers but they all had girls with them...

and i always felt like i was a weight of useless and extra piece to the family that no one wanted so when i saw each of them smiling and laughing genuinely it made my heart ache but in a good way but also hurt me as i never see them like that when they are home and i look back at Nina who seems happy too...

so i was just stuck there.....

my brothers didn't know i cried so much over my ex and still they don't know and i don't want them to ever know as they hurt him and i hated it so..what can I do..?

as i was in my thoughts i came back to reality and people started to dance and i sat on a table alone just watching and there was no one sitting at table but me and....

i look around but no one else was sat alone but me and blaze...

we were on different tables but i already knew how he felt, he was looking at his mafia who were happy and i don't think I've every seen sadness in anyone like that, it broke me to see someone like that

sooner i looked at the clock to see it was 10pm and my brothers looked like they were happy and so did Nina

so i walked outside of the ball there was no one not even a single body guard they were all inside

i was thinking about something and for some reason a tear fell down my cheek and i heard a door open and i look back to see blaze we hold eye contact but i immediately wipe my tear on my cheek and he walks towards me