'No one ever gave a damn'

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The next morning i wake up to the scent of his cologne as he layed beneath me as my head was on his chest,
I slowly crawl so that I'm closer towards him face and i plant a few kisses on his cheeks

"I love you"
I whisper as i thought he was asleep but god was I wrong when with in seconds he replies with his husky deep morning voice

"I love you more"
He said which sent shivers down my back

"You idiot! You scared me"
I said slightly slapping his chest

"Really? Your scared of your own boyfriend?"
He said rubbing it in which made me roll my eyes

"Shut up"
I said as i got up but as soon as the blanket fell i realised i was still butt naked which made him laugh

"You-! UGHH! IDIOT DONT LOOK!"
I yell as i instantly grab the blanket covering myself up

"No need to hide what ive seen already"
He said too proudly which made me blush insanely

"Ugh shush, where are my clothes"
I asked as he pointed onto the ground as i grabbed them and got changed in the bathroom as i freshened my makeup with the few things in my bag and sprayed some perfume on...
Well wasn't that embarrassing.....
i though as i mentally face pamled myself as i got back out

"We should start heading back, we can get breakfast on the way if you want"
He said as i nodded while grabbing my bag and phone as he locked the door and we headed back into the car..

"Actually I'm not that hungry il probably just eat back at yours, but if you want to them sure we can"
I said as he just shook his head

"No its fine angel, anything you desire"
He said as he held my hand with his spare hand while still driving...

"Blaze"
You said as he kept his eyes on the road while giving u his attention still

"What am i going to do about my brothers..."
I asked as he just chuckled

"It's fine angel, they'll get over it at one point, plus isn't it your decisions who u love"
He said as i held his hand tighter

"Your right...but it just feels like Ive been disowned and like I'm not a part of their family anymore..."
I said admitting

"Avery. Look who ever you love, no matter how much you love them, you will always be a part of their family so don't doubt yourself no more okay?"
He said as we sooner reached home ...

Later that day blaze had a few things to do so him and a few of his mafia members left rye house for a few moments and I still had a few things left at home which I wanted to get..
Actually no, it was because I wanted to see my brothers...i hates how they ignored me.,.
I don't get it, me being with blaze? Why is it such a big deal? Atleast I told them instead like what they did just brining a girl home...
But I think it's best if I go see them..

I put on my black Leather jacket along with my boots as I sprayed some perfume touching up my makeup.

As i grabbed my car keys and phone, my boots were hitting the floor while leaving the house with abit of confidence that maybe my brothers wouldn't hate me as much...

Time was flying..it felt like I just left the house but here I was..in front of our mansion thinking
If I should go in or not..
wow, was i really feeling nervous to go into my own family mansion? Yes. Indeed i was...
I was in fact starting to feel abit sick in the stomach from how anxious I was.

Here goes nothing..
I walked out of my car as i went up to the guards who welcomed me back while opening the gates as i walked in.
God I hope nothing goes bad...
I open the front doors revealing all my brothers and their girlfriends

"Avery!"
Said Apollo happily as i gave him a weak smile while my brothers glared at me..
That's why I loves Apollo, he always had a soft spot unlike the rest,
I always instantly wrapped my arms around his torso, the warmth and scent in. God haven't I missed being hugged by my brothers...wait let me say that again, by my brother.

"Avery! Welcome back sweetie"
Said a familiar earth voice..
Our cook, she was the sweetest person ever lmao

"Hey, thanks"
I said as gave her a smile as she sooner excused herself as i looked at my brothers..
I saw my seat empty as always but as soon as I went up to it to sit Lorenzo spoke

"That's not your seat"
He said coldly as i looked at him confused

"Erm..lyes it is"
I said correcting it and he shook his head as Apollo and my other brother looked ashamed of what they were doing.

"Who's is it then"
I asked as sooner a feminine voice spoke

"It's mine hun"
I look back to see the same girl that called me a bitch that night I left the house...

"Your kidding right?"
I said full of fury as she literally sat in the seat

"Wow, so I come to visit and this is how u welcome me? You guys are incredibly nice. No wonder father hated you so god damn much Lorenzo!"
I said with no regret as he look broken. Good. He deserved it

"Get out.now"
He demanded as my brothers just stayed quiet

"Enzo come on.."
Chase said but sooner got cut off

"Shut up chase"
He said in a harsh tone as he glared at me like he would at blaze...

I hated it, everyone !

"Fine, have a great fucking meal"
I said but before I left I got the corner of the cloth that was spread on the table full of food and pulled on it as all the food collapsed onto the floor

"Enjoy"
I said I put the cherry on top and I got the vase and crushed it with my both hands on top of the now empty table as sparks of my blood splattered onto the white table as my brothers looked at me in disbelief

"I hate you. All of you!"
I said before getting my stuff

"Avery your hand! Wait"
Axel said as he saw many deep cuts in my hands

"Forget it, il deal with the cuts by myself like I always did"
I said which I wish I never did...after the breakup a few months ago before meeting blaze I used to cut myself a lot and never told anyone but Nina because my brothers would worry to much but here it was...revealed

"You what!"
Enzo said as he jumped out his seat as his eyes widened

"Oh stop acting like you gave a damn! All you cared about was the mafia and your enemies!
You only protected me to make me feel like I was loved but you never fucking helped me! I wanted to be gone like mother and father! But the only person that helped me was blaze while you guys were getting yourself girlfriends! So don't for a minute bLame me for liking blaze!"
I yelled as a cold tear streamed down my face

Hope u guys enjoyed this part, sorry for not publishing a lot,I've got a lot of stories to catch up on but il do my best to post once a week!
Thankyou for all the support!!!
<3

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