The devil and his angel

"Anything"

Lorenzos pov:

Crushed..
i felt crushed.
Guilty.
Ashamed.
Hopeless.

She was right.
We only ever cared about the mafia and our enemies and we even left her out of the family and got ourselves girlfriends..
We left our own goddamn sister for 4 useless girls just to reach to our desired satisfactions.

We betrayed family.
But so did she but i think we took it too far, i regret ever moment, ever tear, every bad though that has crossed her mind due to us. Due to me.

There she was,
Within her tears full of acid,
Her sobs were suffocating her from saying anything.
Her legs could barely even hold her up.
There she went.
Ran out of those doors.
Once again feeling unwanted and a weight on our backs.

Thats our sister.
We were meant to protect her and make her the happiest person in this entire world.
But here we were. Breaking her heart before any other boy would.

Father wouldn't be proud of me.

Avery pov:

I HATE THEM!

Every single one of them!
They aren't family. They are no longer anything but blood relatives.
They dont even deserve to be called a family if they are the reason why every single one of us are separated from one another!

I hate each and ever single one of them!

I just want to run away.
Far.
Far away from here.
Far from anyone but blaze.

I was always afraid.
When i wake up I'm afraid somebody else might take my place.
When i wake up I'm afraid somebody else might end up being me.
And i was right by being afraid.
Somebody else did take my place.
Somebody else did end up being me.

Their little bitchy girlfriends.

I actually hope each and every single one of them cheat on my brothers so they know how i felt when i got cheated on and worse than how i feel right now.

My hand are still shaking in the car as I'm hesitant if i should drive or call someone to get me,.
I can't concentrate when there's dozen thoughts within my head.
Maybe this is my invitation to hell.
Well i cant really decide.
Maybe the place we call hell is better than this world.
It's is.
Because nothing can get worse than this.
Nothing.

Finally at last.
I arrived back at blazes mansion.
A place I could actually call home,
Or atleast felt like it was home.

I seen that blaze wasnt yet home so there wasnt no problems as he would probably notice that i wasnt the most happiest person alive right now lol.

I grab my phone and belongings as i enter and ofcourse who was it.

Nina and Aidan...
Ugh.. yea they were inlove but they were abit too...inlove. It sometimes even scared me.
They were like inseperable.
Yes me and blaze are 'in love' too you can say but i dont think we are that clingy...right?

"Good morning avery, how was your night with blaze"
Aidan said with a smirk..
ofcourse that asshole blaze told him.

"Shut up aiden."
I said as he just chucled with Nina

"So, avery we kinda planned something...."
Nina said as i just nodded

"Okay......what is it?"
I asked as she glanced at aiden and back at me

"So...me and aiden planned a little vacation for the both of us so me n aiden will be gone for about a week. Blaze is fine with it and i just felt it was right to let you know too"
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