You left me behind ~isaac Foster(Zack)×Reader

nightmares

I got out the bath tub and wrap myself with a big comfy towel. I look at my wet H/C H/L hair. Dripping down.
Drip.
Drop.
Drip.
Drop.
My E/C eyes,dull as ever.why dont i feel happy? Maybe because i just want my memories back,or maybe...thats how i am.

So pale,so helpless.
So..
Useless.

I started to tear up,with a blank face,still painted on. Why does that word make me think about so many people that only my brain knows of. Who?How?Why?How come?

Pathetic.

I started to get mad.

Why?Who?Who knows who i am and i dont?Why cant i find out?Why cant i get all my memories back without overthinking?WITHOUT PAIN? WHERE IS HE? Where is he?Who am i talking about?Am i overreacting?Am i dramatic?I need answers,ANSWERS. WHERE WHERE THEY? Who are they?Who is my love?
Why am still questioning WHO AM I?

I punch myself. The mirror. Shattered. All that was left,was pieces,pieces of the same deadly reflection. Me. In pieces. My hands,formed into a bony mess. Bloody mess,my hands had pieces. Me. The reflection,im going insane day by day,i want my memories back,Who am i?

Life is a bitch.

I remove the pieces from my hand,blood.
I clean myself up and bandage my hands.

They...the...bandages,they remind me of someone.

I just dont know who.

I decided to just sleep it over.

And...rest

Dream**
I mean...nightmare.

Where am i?
I look around.

I look behind me and see..a mummy? He had.. a bloody sweater and..
'Zack,please..control yourself..' who is he? How do i know his name?
'Oh princess,i cant fucking wait to see that face of despair from you. Hopeless,you seem to have had hope for a second.' He started to laugh maniacally. 'Y/N oh my dear Y/N i'll give you 5 seconds to run,because you turn me on,i cant wait to see your guts splattered all over the trees" i stared balnkly,but i still felt tears.
5..HEhehehHeh
I start to run...nowhere.
I see a tree-
4..
And go over to it,it had a hole,i think i can hide here good,i th-
3...CANT WAIT...EHHEHEGSYWG
Think he wouldn't find me,right?i hope,i mean-
2...
Ok, ithink this is goo-
1...MAHAHHAHAHAH i coming for you BITCH

I hear him scream from a distance.

I hold my breath.somehow i could keep it soo long..

I started to chill.

I dont hear anything.

*snap*

My eyes got widener then they can ever get.
'Found you bitch!' You started to run.
'NOW YOU DONT EVEN GET ONE SECOND' he starts to run to me,i run,and run,but i felt like i was weak..i could run.WHY,RUN,RUN,FUCK!
he jumps at me and i scream.

I wake up sweating and shaking,breathing heavily.
'Who was that?" I say outloud shaking.