Why..didnt i think of this? I thought getting drunk would..kill me.thats what my therapist said.
Liars.
I go back to Zack,he glares at me "do you have money,i-" ."Yeah yeah take it"he gave me 10 dollars. I walk over...to..what was it called again?i dont remember.i look at her and she glares at me."another cunt..."she muttered. I shot her a dark aura.she smiles,ugh,fake ass "what would you want to-" "alcohol" "What-" "anything,i just want to escape reality" i say.
I just want to feel happy.
She gave me a cup.
"A whole bottle" she looks at me with wide eyes. "B-" "now" i say with a angry tone.she sighs."here that will be 4 dollars" i handed it to her.and walked into the crowd. I drinked and drinked.it stings.. but i want more.I start to laugh and talk alone
I was...its was..it was so blurryyy
"Shot!"
I wanna shot..
My brain was fuzzy
I just walked up and screamed
"IM MUCH BETTER" every one looked at me.Then all of the sudden i was in the middle,people screaming at me "shot" i just drinked and drinked.
I was so happy,so fuzzy,weird,blurry.Until i heard Zack
"Y/N WHAT THE FUCK???" I wake up in my bed,my hair a living mess,my clothes ripped.
I looked horrible."W-what happened?" I ask concerned.He sighs trying to calm him self down,but to no avail. "YOU FUCKING STUPID BITCH,WHAT WAS IN YOUR HEAD TO DRINK THIS FUCKING MUCH ALCOHOL?" He spat at me."i thought you said you didnt care" i say back blankly. "Ugh...Stupid woman,i said you can do whatever you want not almost KILL YOURSELF" "But...a bottle isnt th-" "it was all alcohol cunt" "since when-" "im fucking surprised you arent dead!" I was confused but just ignored him.
I. Dont remember anything.
"Did...something else happened?" I ask. He looks away and hesitates to tell me. He sighs. "You came over to me ans started to tell me how hot i am or some shit" my pale self turned red."Well!Drunk people lie,so its obvious you are an ugly ass.." i say flustered. He rolls his eyes."ugh,whatever."What a pain in the ass he is.really.

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You left me behind ~isaac Foster(Zack)×Reader
FanfictionDate this book was made:Tuesday. April 6 2021 Date this book was finished:Thursday. March 3 2022