𝗞𝗜𝗗𝗡𝗔𝗣𝗣𝗘𝗗 𝗕𝗬 𝗠𝗬 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗥

The Ride Home

Josh: it's time to go cutie

damn that was pretty hot. I blushed

Josh: I saw you blushhhh
you: Noo I didn't
Josh: yesss you did
you: alright whatever let's gooo

Josh and I run to the car, I got there first

Josh: HOWWW?!
you: I'm fast!
Josh: I thought you said you were slow?
you: I lied!
Josh: uhm

he laughs. Josh starts the car.

{TIME SKIP}
this is a month later driving home from the grocery store!

Josh: wait- before we start driving.. can I tell you something?
you: yeah sure!
Josh: your really nice, your pretty and I see a future with you. I really like you Olivia

omg.. he likes me?! but what about Jaden..? wait! why am I thinking about Jaden..? do I like Jaden? I thought I hated Jaden! but I don't hate Jaden... omg I'm confusing myself

Josh: hello? are you alive?
you: oh uh yeah sorry
Josh: it's fine if you don't like me
you: can I think about it? because I think I do but, I don't wanna play with your feelings

I look down at my fingers and fidget with them

Josh: yeah totally
you: thanks!

well this is great.. I have to make another decision! but I didn't get to spend time with Jaden.. maybe I'll like him?

{TIME SKIP}

we finally got home! Josh opened my door for me, what a gentleman. I smile at him. then we walk inside. I saw Jaden.. for some reason he looked hurt. idk why but I walked up to him.

you: hey jay
Jaden: it's Jaden
you: oh sorry- hey Jaden
Jaden: what do you want?
you: what?! nothing!
Jaden: really? all girls ever want is SOMETHING. They can never take me for me

he runs upstairs and slams his door, I mean "our door". someone hurt him.. I want to try to talk to him buttt what if he doesn't wanna talk to me? what if I just embarrass myself?

Josh: you should talk to him
you: w-what? Sorry I was thinking
Josh: talk to him. I think he likes you
you: no he doesn't! he hates me- it's obvious
Josh: whatever you sayyy

he walks away with a smirk on his face.. why would he be smirking if he "likes me"? guys are so confusing! it's like they have their own language- that I DONT understand.

I decided to go upstairs to talk to Jaden. I run upstairs and knock on the door.

Jaden: hello?
you: can I talk to you please?
jaden: why?
you: please?
jaden: fine whatever- come in

I walk in the door and sit down on the floor

jaden: there's a chair right there
you: oh thanks

I get up and sit in the chair across from him.. he's been crying. his eyes are red, and he looks upset.

you: why were you upset?
jaden: do you like Josh?
you: I asked first!
jaden: and I'm in charge-
you: fine- I don't know if I do or not. I think I like someone else
jaden: who?
you: but I'm positive they don't like me
jaden: you don't know that
you: well who do you like?
jaden: nobody, girls are a waste of time.. they never like you for who you are

see? I knew it! he doesn't like me! and whatever I like Josh! I think-

you: well I like Josh-
Jaden: I thought you said you liked someone else?
you: nope- I changed my mind. I'm gonna go downstairs now..

I get up and walk downstairs- I didn't hear another word from Jaden. I go and sit with Josh.

you: Josh?

He gets off his game, and takes off his headset

Josh: yes cutie?
you: can we talk?
Josh: oh no
you: it's not bad, I promise

Josh nods and sits next to me

Josh: sooo?
you: I like you to joshua
Josh: don't call me thatttt
you: sorryyyy

he kisses me, and ofc I kiss back. But something about this.. just doesn't feel right.

Jaden: WHAT THE FUCK
you: Jaden!
Josh: uhm Jaden listen I can explain
Jaden: there's nothing to explain- it's just weird how you would fall for our VICTIM
Josh: she's not just our victim!
Jaden: whatever! fuck you both! Olivia sleep with Josh from now on

he runs upstairs

you: why's he so pissed?
Josh: I don't know Liv- but it's fine
you: yeah I guess
Josh: I think Bryce likes you too
you: what?!
Josh: weren't y'all cuddling yesterday?
you: yeah we were watching a movie
Josh: yeah and Jaden freaked out

he laughs, so do I

you: but me and Bryce aren't a thing
Josh: I know

he smiles at me- his smiles contagious. but it still doesn't feel right.

Josh: wanna watch a movie?
You: yess! can we watch the spongebob movie?
Josh: YESS I LOVE SPONGEBOB

I giggle- he's cute but Jadens cute too. OMG WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT JADEN?! he hates me!

while I'm thinking Josh turns on the movie.
I wasn't paying attention- all I heard was Josh laughing over and over. he's such a child. I smile.

{30 MINUTES GO BY}

Jaden comes downstairs. he sees me and Josh cuddling and rolls his eyes. why the fuck is he so pissed?

authors note: does Jaden like Olivia? does Olivia really like Josh? will Olivia confess her feelings?