𝗞𝗜𝗗𝗡𝗔𝗣𝗣𝗘𝗗 𝗕𝗬 𝗠𝗬 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗥

part 27

this might be a bit sad for sensitive viewers! just wanted to let y'all know! stay safe bebs<3

i always wondered what would happen when i die.

would i go to heaven?

or would i just die.

all these thoughts swarmed my head

am i dead?

am i alive?

am i sick?

where am i?

where's jaden?

is jaden okay?

where's savannah?

but all of these questions, i didn't know the answer too.

i didn't know anything.

i had no idea what was going on

the last thing i ever heard was sirens and jaden screaming my name before the accident

the last thing i felt was glass from the windshield hitting my face

i felt no emotions right now

and no pain

all i see is black

i can't tell if my eyes are opened or closed

what is going on?

if i was in a car accident, wouldn't i feel pain? and wouldn't i feel emotions?

all i felt was confused.

i guess that's something.

then out of nowhere i hear a beep.

the beep gets louder

and louder

and louder

then it got faster

and faster

and faster.

what is that?

my eyes feel like weights as i try to lift them

i can't open my eyes

i try to move my hand

i manage to move my fingers

i don't know if im okay or not

i don't know if i will be okay or not

this scares me.

the beeping is starting to slow down and i try to open my eyes again

i manage to get one eye open and i look around

i look down and im in a small, twin sized bed in a room with hospital shit in it

i guess that means im in a hospital

not dead?

alive?

not sure

maybe this is what heaven looks like

i still hear the beeping so i look around for where it's coming from

i look to my right

nope nothing there but water and pain pills

i look to my left

i see a heart monitor

i look at the lines on it and my heart is beating pretty fast