𝗞𝗜𝗗𝗡𝗔𝗣𝗣𝗘𝗗 𝗕𝗬 𝗠𝗬 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗥

part 33<3

jaden: liv your making me insane! i have never loved someone like i love you. i have never felt this way before. i don't know what to fucking do with myself. because i know if i lose you i will never forgive myself. but i'm in so much pain right now i don't know what to do.

i can't be the first person he has ever loved

i love him so much and i kissed his bestfriend.

he can't love me.

you: jaden i love you and i never meant to hurt you.

he looks away towards his car

jaden: just leave me alone for right now please
you: yeah of course

i walk to my car

i just want things to be the way they were before

when jaden and i we're both happy

but i just had to fuck things up.

it all started because i wouldn't throw something away

i'm so stupid

i get in my car and drive home

i open the door and some of the boys run up to me

griffin: baby are you okay?!
you: yeah i'm fine

i walk past them all and go upstairs

i just wanna be alone right now so i can think about how i'm gonna fix this

i flop on my bed

ugh what am i gonna do

i'm tired but i can't sleep without jaden

i'm just so used to having the love of my life next to me

reassuring me when i'm sad

hugging me when i'm cold

just being there.

i want him here with me.

right now.

i'm hungry

but i don't wanna eat

i don't know what to do with myself

this is stressful

and annoying

and i'm lonely

i hear a knock on the door

you: come in

bryce walks in

bryce: you okay liv?
you: i'm great
bryce: wanna hangout for a bit?
you: uh yeah sure

he sits down next to me

bryce: liv i know it's hard
you: that's for sure
bryce: but he will know what he's missing eventually and come back

i doubt it but i will let bryce go on

you: i guess
bryce: i love you
you: i love you to brycie

bryce hugs me

bryce: do you wanna hangout or be alone?
you: i guess we can hangout

bryce smiles

bryce: your so strong baby
you: well thank you
bryce: of course

for the rest of the time with bryce we talk and i felt slightly better

then i heard a car door slam

bryce: stay in here okay?
you: okay

bryce walks out