𝗞𝗜𝗗𝗡𝗔𝗣𝗣𝗘𝗗 𝗕𝗬 𝗠𝗬 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗥

I wish

we all laughed

I wish I could feel this loved forever

but that's not what happened

Jaden hates me now

I ran away

Savannah is dating Anthony, so she's never with me

I wish I could go back to that house

I love those boys with all my heart

but no-

they hate me

I feel hopeless

chase: Liv, it's time for dinner!
you: uh yeah sure

ya know how my dad died?

Todd is my step dad,

but I love him like a real father

Grayson: olivia get your ass up!
you: my God Grayson!
Grayson: what?
you: your so grown up now

I say pouting and doing moms baby voice

Grayson: shut up, now get out of your room for once
you: Grayson I'm upset! I have a right to lay in my bed
Grayson: what's wrong?

Grayson says as he sits on my bed

you: uh you wouldn't get it
Grayson: yeah I will
you: fine you asshole

Grayson laughs

I missed my little brother

you: it's Jaden
Grayson: who the hell is Jaden?

he says while squeezing his fist

you: Grayson your 14, he will beat yo ass
Grayson: whatever, whos that?
you: uh I liked him a lot
Grayson: did he break your heart?
you: no, he just hates me now

Grayson sighs

Grayson: what did you do?
you: I yelled at him, after he hit me
Grayson: HE HIT YOU?!?
you: SHHHH

I whisper yelled, putting my finger to his lips

Grayson: why did he hit you?!

he whisper yelled back

you: because I got him mad!
Grayson: that's not a fucking excuse!
you: language!
grayson: ughhhh
you: but listen! I think all the boys hate me because I told them I never wanted to go back-

Grayson looks at me weird

Grayson: but you love it there

I sigh

you: that was the dumb part-
Grayson: what about Anthony, Savannah's boyfriend?
you: we're still friends

just as I say that I get a call

you: I'm gonna get this

Grayson nods

I pick up the phone without looking at the ID

you: hello? it's Liv Chrisley speaking!
??: I know dumbass
you: anthony?
Anthony: yup
you: oh hi! what's up?
anthony: wanna hangout?
you: uh sure!
anthony: I'll pick you up
you: okay bet!
anthony: bye bitch
you: bye asshole

I hang up

Grayson: who was that?
you: anthony
Grayson: he called you a bitch
you: it's a joke Gray

Grayson nods

Grayson: if you need me, I'm always gonna be here for you

after he says that, chase screamed something

chase: LIV! YOUR DINNERS FUCKING COLD!

then I hear my mom yell

Julie: LANGUAGE!

Grayson and I laugh

Todd: olivia! someone's here!
Julie: oooo it's a cute boy!
you: that's Savannah's boyfriend!

I yell as I'm running downstairs

Julie: oh

I giggle and open the door

Anthony hugs me

Anthony: I missed you a lot Liv

I hug him back tightly

you: I missed you antman
Anthony: let's go bitch
you: right behind ya asshole

my dad gives me a "language" look

I laugh and wave to everyone

you: let's gooooo!

Anthony laughs

anthony: but guess who's here?
you: who?
Anthony: cmon

I run after him to his car

I hear the door open on the other side

??: miss me?

I look behind me and I see

the one and only

BRYCE HALL!

you: BESTIE!
Bryce: LIVVV!

we hug for a long time

I missed my best friends

Bryce: I missed you hoe
you: I missed you bestie

Anthony coughs

I giggle

you: ohh I forgot about antman
Anthony: offense taken bitch

I laugh

I missed them so much

Bryce: WE SHOULD HAVE A SLEEPOVER
Anthony: YESSS QUEENNN

I laugh, their so stupid

you: I'm in!
Bryce: but Liv, let's talk

Anthony nods

I look at them confused

Bryce: do you miss Jaden?

I look down

I do miss Jaden

I miss him a lot

but I can't admit to that

you: no

I say while looking down

Bryce and Anthony exchange a look

Anthony: whatever you say!
Bryce: but let's go get the boys, they miss you

I nod

you: wait- they hate me?
Bryce: no they don't- neither does Jaden

I can't believe that

Jaden hates me, I know it

Anthony: but Jaden won't be there, don't worry

I let out a sigh I didn't know I was holding

Bryce: now let's go hoe
you: bet bestie

we laugh and get in the car

AUTHORS NOTE: I hope y'all like this book so far, I know the beginning sucked ass, but I'm trying to make it better! look forward to the next chapters, because Liv is gonna find her way back to the man she loves. is that Jaden? keep reading to find out!