𝗞𝗜𝗗𝗡𝗔𝗣𝗣𝗘𝗗 𝗕𝗬 𝗠𝗬 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗥

sleepover talks...

we all laugh after that

you: I should talk to Josh
Jaden: I wouldn't.. he's not in the best mindset

wait huh?

you: what?
Jaden: he's crying

I didn't know I hurt him that bad..

I thought it was just a crush

but it wasn't...

he really liked me

you: Jaden I have to
Jaden: no!
you: yes! pleaseeee
Jaden: fine fine fine- just be careful

I nod and smile at him

I quickly run up the stairs

Savannah: sometimes that bitch gets to excited

they laugh

you: I heard that hoeee

they laugh again

I ran around the corner of the upstairs hall

but I stopped at joshes door

I hear him crying

I slowly turn the knob

josh turns his head and looks at me

josh: GET THE FUCK OUT

I take a deep breath

you: shh josh calm down

he nods

josh: why did you lead me on?
you: josh I didn't..
Josh: yes you fucking did

I shake my head

you: no I didn't, I didn't know my feelings josh
josh: but I really liked you
you: I know.. I thought I liked you too
josh: what happened then?
you: I realized that I liked Jaden.. and I had to stop whatever we had.. I tried to not hurt you

he nods slowly, but depressingly

josh: is there any way we can work?

I sigh

you: josh I can't make you believe that this will happen one day.. I can't lead you on josh

he nods again

josh: but Liv.. why do you like Jaden?

I sigh

you: believe me.. I have no idea. his eyes, the way they look at me, and I just

I sigh again

you: I don't know
josh: then how do you like him if you have no fucking idea why?!
you: josh shhhh

he nods

josh: I can't stop liking you Liv
you: I know it's hard josh.. but you have to try
josh: I know

he whispers

you: now joshy wanna join the slumber party?

he nods and smiles

josh: piggy back ride?

I nod and smile

I jump on his back and he runs down the stairs

you: josh put me down!! josh fucking stop!!

josh laughs

he finally put me down

thank God- I was gonna die

Savannah: Liv stop homie hoppin

she laughs

I laugh too

you: fuck off

Bryce laughs

I stare at him

Bryce: what?! I can't laugh now?
you: that's my point

everyone laughs

I look at Savannah and Anthony

there almost holding hands..

I walk up to them

I put their hands together

you: finally

they both blush

you: I know y'all like eachother.. I'm not dumb
Bryce: yeah y'all it's obvious
Jaden: mhm

we laugh

Anthony: in my defense I can't hide things very well