𝗞𝗜𝗗𝗡𝗔𝗣𝗣𝗘𝗗 𝗕𝗬 𝗠𝗬 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗥

part 32<3

you: jaden please can we talk
jaden: NO IM SO FUCKING DONE RIGHT NOW!! I WANTED TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU AND I SEE YOU KISSING ANTHON! MY BESTFRIEND

you: jaden i know it was wrong. but when you got mad at me i had so much going on in my head and i wasn't thinking straight

jaden: YOU KNOW HOW BAD I WANNA SCREAM AT YOU RIGHT NOW?
you: w-why would you scream at me jaden. you know it scares me.

he rolls his eyes

jaden: do you really think i care about what scares you olivia?

i look down

jaden: DID YOU HEAR ME? DO YOU REALLY THINK I CARE ABOUT WHAT SCARES YOU?

i keep looking down but i answer

you: no jaden
jaden: LOOK AT ME WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU!

i look up in his eyes

that's not jaden

that's not the boy i love

that's not the boy i want to marry

that's not my boyfriend.

that's the scariest jaden i have ever seen. i don't like this.

jaden: YOU FUCKING SLUT!

did he really just say that..?

i get tears in my eyes but i won't let him see

jaden: OH SO NOW YOUR GONNA CRY? I DIDNT KISS ANOTHER GIRL, DID I?

i shake my head

jaden: WORDS OLIVIA!
you: no! you didn't and i'm sorry!

he shakes his head

jaden: its to fucking late to say sorry

he raises his hand like he's about to hit me

he wouldn't do that to me

he got over his anger

you: jae please don't hit me

i'm gonna cry

i don't want him to hit me.. i just want the old jaden back

you: jaden please

he slowly lowers his hand before shoving me away and walking past me

you: jaden?!

he ignores me and walks down the stairs

i walk down the stairs and soon after i hear a door slam

jaden left out the front door and i heard his car door slam

FUCK!

i fucked up so bad.

he's gone

i ran and slipped on my crocs

i ran as fast as i could into my car

i heard jadens car screech away

i had to hurry

i started my car and drove after jaden

i honked so he knew i was there

he took a sharp turn and i turned after him

i feel like a cop.

and he's the robber

except i did the bad thing, i always ruin things that are good

i catch up close to jaden and he stops his car

he opens his door

jaden: WHY ARE YOU FOLLOWING ME OLIVIA?
you: BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND I NEED TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT
jaden: NO! i want to be alone right now and you need to respect that

i sigh

you: jaden i need to talk to you
jaden: then talk now. i'm listening

you: i don't know what was going on in my head and i was so flustered when you yelled at me that i freaked out. anthony locked eyes with me and he leaned in. i guess i imagined he was you.

jaden looks me in the eye

jaden: why did anthony kiss my girlfriend

jaden says that with pain in his voice. i have never heard that before

you: he told me he was inlove with me. but i'm only inlove with you jaden, you have to know that

(bruh this is so cringe but carry on)

jaden: your gonna end up going off with anthony and im not gonna get heart broken again. i wanted to marry you, i wanted things to be even more serious, then my bestfriend and you kiss? one of the only times i actually felt pain liv. that means a lot

you: jaden i know. i'm sorry. i'm so sorry

AUTHORS NOTE: short chapter but i will upload tmr