❤️𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖❤️ 𝕙𝕚𝕤𝕠𝕜𝕒 𝕩 𝕀𝕝𝕝𝕦𝕞𝕚 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣

The mission

So basically after that shenanigan Hisoka decided to leave to do the arena and watch over gon. So it was just me and Illumi. Later in the car....... so y/n I've been meaning to ask you whats that scar on your stomach i noticed it while we were doing the island phase" illumi says while driving. You turn towards the window. "Well when i was young there was a mission i had to do but they threatened to kill my family so i let them go and my dad punished me with that.....so yeah. Illumi was confused but at the same time understood. "Well your not a failure to me i think you were doing whats best for your family i see no problem in that he then grins a little which i think was supposed to be a smile it was a bit creepy though. Uhh......yea i said with an awkward look. Anyways what about your family. "well we are a highly trained assained family our little brother killua ran away and never cam away originaly i was given orders from my mother to watch over him and to know that he took the exam was pretty stereotypical so i used my Nen pins to disguise myself and change my name to gitteracker and watch my brother. Oh.... Do you miss your brother you ask. "well assains dont have emotions but it was very delightful when he was around i used to train him alot and. When he turned 12 i gave him my yoyo as a gift. I just dont know why he would run away i thought i was being a good brother. He looks in confusion, you could tell he was clearly upset but didnt know he was. You feel bad and you grab his other hand while his other on the steering wheel and hold it. He has a suprised yet confused face "why are you holding my hand." " its ok to show a little emotion i know your upset i dont know i just wanted to calm you in some way". He blushes a little and continued driving

Illumi mind
hmmm no one's ever really cared about me i have this strange felling in my heart. Is it love? No it cant be im an assasin i can't have emotion  for some reason i want to protect her with my life like family. But i also want to snuggle with her and hold her tight. Idk what this feeling is.