KISS YOU (A BIAMI ORIGINAL)

XV

"Wait , what the hell did you just say?"

I looked around to see a lot of curious eyes on us

"Know what , forget it , this is embarrassing!"

"No-

She started but I grabbed the car's door and locked myself in, I saw her running back to the house , I started the car and drove away. I turned the radio on and raised the volume as loud as it can get, I don't want silence - for it brings back things I want to forget , it lets me see things I don't want to remember

🎶 Am I out of my head?
Am I out of my mind?

FUCK YES!

🎶 If you only knew the bad things I like
Don't think that I can explain it

🎶 What can I say, it's complicated
Don't matter what you say

🎶 Don't matter what you do
I only wanna do bad things to you

I had never wanted to talk to Camilla Cabello this bad , not until today

This is the exact same reason why I don't want to fall in love , it's breaking people so bad , it makes people do things they never imagined their whole life they'd do ,

My mind was still debating if I should take the car inside the garage or just leave it outside when I saw a car already parked outfront

My mouth went agape when I saw Meng came out of it

How in hell?

It's not too late to drive back, I'm sure Melanie or Ashtine will have a room for me , I was making a U-turn when she swiftly ran and blocked her body in the hood of the car

Is she kidding me? With the amount of pain she caused me lately, I definitely have no problem of running her over and see her body bleed, now that's morbid.

I saw her mouth moving, like she's trying to tell me something

Idiot ! How am I supposed to understand that , I don't have Ashtine to translate it for me

She stood straight and crossed her arms on her chest, giving me the message that she's not going anywhere

I huffed in Annoyance. I turned the engine off and opened the door, she made her way towards me just as my feet touched the ground

"I never knew you had a serious talking issues B"

"I never knew you had a serious issue understanding I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU ANYMORE either" I snapped

"You can't say that after what you just said back there!" she snapped back

"Not that it matters anyway" I locked the car's door and started walking when she grabbed one of my arms making me face her

"No! you're not running away from this again, we're talking about this tonight or never"

"And I say never" I snapped in her face before grabbing my arm back

I continued my disrupted walk towards the front yard

"Why didn't you tell me that I kissed you when you had the chance this morning?" she asked in an almost whisper

I halted right on the side where her car is parked

My father and Ashtine's words came flashing

I'm done and sick with pain and the fact that at the end of it all we will never be together

The pain she caused me has shaped me in so many tiny lingering ways - ones that she's not even aware of , I wonder how many invisible traces she has left on me,