Danganronpa v3 chatfic bc why tf not

I need to stop lol

yall just

ever feel like

whenever u message smth in your gc

or server

or wherever u talk with ur friends

and

feel like 

like.......

u ruin all of the fun and like everyone goes silent when u talk

and the moment when you're shown as offline but u rlly arent

they start talking again

so u basically go offline for like 3 days and come back to see that

none of them has rlly noticed and even when u tell them the reason

theyre always like

"get better soon"

shut your mouth hole 

u saying that makes the other person feel worse

goddamn

why has the last 10 months been shit for me

Fun fact, the real reason why I started this chatfic/fanfic was to finally be able to release myself from stress and anxiety

and not rlly having to worry abt being made fun of unless if my friends found this 

which they did so that sucks

honestly i rlly like reading yalls comments

funny

i wanna stop venting here since this is supposed to be a chatfic

but this is the only place where my friends wont find my vents abt them since

i dont wanna be seemed as an attention seeker or selfish person

but i lowkey just feel left out of everything they do now

even if im the one who brought the whole friend group together

I don't like being selfless 

but that's just how i am

i wanna be able to do what they do

they all play bandori and genshin

actually i hate genshin lol

but im stuck with danganronpa

which i still love danganronpa 

but i have no motivation for anything else

and they'd get annoyed of me when i mention abt danganronpa

but i've also become a rlly busy person since school is ending in........less than a month

im a rising 8th grader

i dont wanna feel anxious

stressed

sad

angry

or any of that anymore

I just wanna be able to do what I wanna do without being judged

ok that's all