King of spades dsmp x male reader

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i was reading a few other fics and this one book had recaps at the beining and im like hey that actually kinda helpful cause im always reading like 20 fics while waiting for another to get updated so im gonna put recaps as well :] 

recap: y/n finds out schlatt lied to him about the day of the war, y/n runs back to manburg but is too late. he ends up fighting tommy and hurting him. after the war y/n goes home to find a letter schlatt left. along with how to revive people and animals.

y/n eyes open as he wakes up from a dreamless slumber. he never really has dreams and when he does theyre always weird or just plain nightmares. y/n sits up, his eyes where still puffy from the previous night. he didnt want to do anything. he just wanted to stay in bed. he was tired. y/n hummed and got out of bed. he tried his best to ignore what happened yesterday. maybe if he just pretends he was always alone its be easier. yea, schlatt was just a dream. 

y/n was still in his yellow seater and pants from yesterday, he didnt bother changing last night. he doesnt have to change today either. it doesnt matter no one will notice anyways. walking out of his room y/n kept quiet. his feet lazily dragged as he walked he was sad and tired, give him a break. "tch" y/n made an annoyed face and went back to his room. he grabbed a new change of clothes and quickly went to take a shower. he remembered he hurt his knee in the forest and he had to clean it.

after taking a shower he sat on his bathroom floor patching up his would along with a few on his face he didnt notice until the shower water hit him. that was annoying since it stung the hole time, but he was fine now all fresh and no longer tired. "i should go on a walk, its pretty early" y/n says looking up at the bathroom window "yea... lets go" y/n said once again to himself and stood up from the floor. putting on his shoes he also grabbed beanie/hat/sweater hoodie on. 

as y/n stepped out of the house and began walking y/n also brang the letter with him. he didnt really have a reason why he brang it but whatever. he decided to read the text on the back of the page. the words where all weird. like a foreign language but. y/n read the text over and over even mumbling it. 'i wonder if this even works' y/n thought to himself as he walked be began to smell something really bad. he put away the paper and looked around. to his right was a bush in front of a forest. y/n made his way over there to see an arrow sticking out of an animal. he stepped a bid closer to get a better look and it was a black cat "poor things.." y/n whispers

he had an idea and hurriedly pulled out the letter. he started reading the text aloud. once finished he pulled out the arrow. he waited for a few seconds staring at the cat. sighing y/n assumed it wouldnt work and decided to make the cat a grave and burry it he grabs his shovel and begins digging a hole a few feet away from the cat. as he we digging he felt something jump on his back. he gets all tense and freezes. looking to where the cats corpse was he sees nothing but the bloody arrow. turning his head more and looked and saw a pair of small green eyes staring at him "h-hey bud" 

the cat jumps off of his shoulder and next to the hole. the cat curiously looked at it leaning its head into the hole "holy shit it worked...." y/n muttered. y/n only watched the cat thinking of waht to name it. he hummed at he stared intensely at the cat. the cat turned its head and met y/n gaze "star?" y/n said the name aloud only for the cat to have a bored expression "yea maybe its not the best name...... uh what about...." y/n looked around for anything that could be a name "mushroom?" the cat let out a noise of disapproval "i dont know man! this is hard" y/n groaned and stood up "what about pan? short for panda- actually no what about c/n (cats name)?" y/n said once more the cat purred and rubbed against y/ns leg "alright, c/n it is. are you hungry? i should have some fish at home i think" y/n says and begins to walk back 

during the walk y/n only rambled to the cat about where he lived and his friends. avoiding any topic about schlatt. he wanted to forget "welcome home" a voice says as it catches the attention of y/n from him rambling to c/n "oh, uh hello eret" y/n nervously waved and greeted. "how have you been?" eret asked worriedly examining the boys face that had a few cuts and bandaids on it "oh i-im fine, just a bit sore here and there but nothing serious" y/n reassured the man. "thats good to hear." eret sighed and smiled softly "h-hey, i have a cake, would you want a piece? i havent bothered to eat any of it yet" y/n asked as he stepped on the porch and grabbed the door handle as eret scooted out of the way "oh! id love too and yesterday was your birthday. happy late birthday y/n" eret wished him happy birthday and smiled but this time it was bigger

"thanks, i appreciate it" y/n says and opens the door letting eret in, c/n had walked in at the same time y/n did "so whos this little guy" eret asked as he knelt down to pet c/n "oh i found it this morning in the woods" y/n left out the reviving part "oh really, he seems so comfortable already" eret chuckles getting up and following y/n to the kitchen. "wow the cake looks lovely, did you make it" eret asked. y/n only stood quiet, his head dropped a bit and he slowly shook his head "o-oh.." eret said "im sorry i didnt mean to-" y/n cut eret off "its alright!... i-its fine, lets just change the subject now" y/n said trying not to make the air in the room tense or awkward "so how have things been with the whole war that happened" y/n asked as he cut the cake "well, wilbur made tubbo president, so tubbos started rebuilding. also theres a few new faces in l'manburg. everyone seems to be releived but also sad" eret explains 

"oh, do they need help? i can get materials for them" y/n asked giving eret a slice on a small plate "uh youd have to ask tubbo and tommy, they run the place so yea" eret said glancing up to think "a-ah, tubbo and tommy...." y/n mumbles. he really didnt want to face them. he still feels really bad about hurting tommy. "whatd you say?" eret asked and took a but of the slice "oh! nothing. i just, feel bad" y/n confesses "oh really? whys that?" eret asked. y/n just glanced at the floor to his left avoiding eye contact "i kind of hurt tommy on accident during the war, he tackled me and we began to fight. i dont remember what we yelled at eachother though. i just remember being extremely angr-.... angry, i  uh- if it wasnt for tubbo i might have accidentally killed tommy.." y/n finally looked at eret who stood quiet and and only stared at y/n

the silence was eating at y/n, it made him really uncomfortable "you have to understand! i didnt mean to hurt him, i was mad. i didnt know the war was that day, i had run back, and once i finally arrive i find that my only family that ive ever known or had is gone!" y/ns voice became louder the more he talked and tears began to spill "i was blinded by anger! and im sorry, i really regret hurting him! im not a bad person-" eret quickly snapped out of it and went to y/ns side "hey! its all alright, it happens y/n! at least youve recognized that it was wrong alright?" eret said and hugged y/n who let out hiccups and sobs  "how about when you calm down we head down to l'manburg and talk with tommy and tubbo? im sure at least tubbo will forgive you" eret pats y/ns back to help him calm down, y/n nodded in response. the cat only stared at the two as it laid upside down on the kitchen island that the cake was on without a care in the world

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sorry for any spelling mistakes! i dont feel like rereading this and i wanna get it out rn so yeaaaa