Celebrity Life [ Rannett, Xingyun ]

[ Part 4: In the Friendzone (1/2 )]

Bennett jumped up in a surprise, forgetting what had happened last night. He suddenly realized he woke up on Razor's chest. He yelped in shock, but immediately covered his mouth to try and not wake up Razor. Then, carefully, he got out of the bed and headed downstairs to the living room. He was internally panicking. What made him question even more is, did Razor know they fell asleep in that position? Was it intentional? He whipped out his phone to text Xingqiu.

bowl cut boy

unlucky fella: OH MY GOD XINGQIUUUUUUUU

oh my god its 6 am in the morning wtf do u want :Bowl cut boy

unlucky fella: I FELL ALSEP ON RAZOR KN,MNCKJHJDHHDJHDHHD HELP JPMDNBFH

thats kinda gay tbhhhh :bowl cut boy

unlucky fella: THIS IIS KINDA WEIRD HE'S MY BEST FRIEND XINGQIU.....

mf who said you couldn't have a crush on ur friend dumbass: bowl cut boy

just ask him out already we're all waiting

unlucky fella: AND WHO IS "we" ...

literally everyone at our school u guys act like an old married couple: bowl cut boy 

unlucky fella: goodbye forever

thts sso embareaisjnbg asjdhghjkn

speak English pls : bowl cut boy

unlucky fella: do u think he likes me back

probably: bowl cut boy 

unlucky fella: WHA

not. : bowl cut boy

unlucky fella: wowwwwww

realllll funny, what if I said the same about u and Chongyun...

this isn't about Chongyun and im JOKING he obviously likes u back do u see the way he looks at u : bowl cut boy

just ask him out it'll go fine : bowl cut boy

unlucky fella: maybe I will., THANKS FOR THE HELPPPP

I didn't even do that much but Ill take the credit anyways : bowl cut boy

yw

unlucky fella has gone offline

bowl cut boy has gone offline

Bennett sat there, as many thoughts filled his mind. How could he be so sure Razor would like him back- oh. As he thought about it, he remembered. Razor had a crush on Barbara, the popular girl at their school. Guess he'd stay in the friend zone, but it was better than loosing Razor. Just his luck after all. Bennett lay down on the couch as tears rolled down his cheeks. This was expected anyways, so why was he sad?

He sighed, and got up. Whatever, he was sure there'd always be someone else. Someone other than Razor, who he had fell for all those years back. All that time spent and all those years wasted. It meant nothing anymore. 

-But none of this crying didn't matter. Bennett loved Razor, but knew Razor deserved better. He wasn't worth Razor's care and affection, but someone hard-working like Barbara did. 

He cursed himself for thinking that someone like Razor could even love him back. Bennett wouldn't even be surprised if he was only friends with him out of pity. 

He ran in the bathroom, slammed the door, locked it, and splashed cold water on his face. He had to face reality, and especially with his luck, nothing would ever go his way. 

He sat down on the toilet and stared up at the ceiling. He muttered, "I love you Razor", and then blankly stared at the ground, as tears rolled down his face and onto the cold floor.

A/N: IM SO SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG TO MAKE ANOTHER CHAPTER AND THIS WAS VERY RUSHED I APOLOGIEZE IF IT SUCKs- anyways angst lolz!! um I dont normally write angst so I'll probably edit it in the future, and like always this chapter isn't checked for mistakes so call me out on any

Bennett turns emo??mmmm