THAT'S MY BABY

Episode 13 - Dreams

Love and Kavin went outside to get some fresh air. While Third was still inside with my parents.

"Getting some fresh air?" he asks.

"Mmm." I smiled and nodded.

This is getting awkward again. He keeps following me wherever I go.

Kavin was staring her for a long time.

Why is he staring at me? I am like frozen to death. It's like the feeling that I can't move. Will he stop staring at me? Ah I'll ask him then but I won't look at him. I'll look straight ahead.

"Hey, what are you staring at?"

"The dirt."

"Dirt?"

"Mmm I can see some small particles on your face. It's really small but I can still see it. My eyes are sharp. Sharp that you can't compare it to a knife."

"What are you saying?"

"It's on your face."

"Where exactly is the... small particle that you are talking about?"

He was about to get it but I stopped him. I told him that I will do it instead.

"Stop!"

"Huh?"

"I'll do it. Tell me where it is."

"Oh, it's on your cheek."

"Right or left?"

He pointed at the left side.

"Left?" I was trying to wipe them off.

"Lower it a bit."

"Here?"

"There."

I finally wipe it off. This guy is getting smarter huh? I should leave him here.

"I'll leave you here first. Watch Third for me."

"Where are you going now?"

"You don't need to know. Please don't follow me this time. Just stay here for Third."

"Okay. Are you gonna be fine alone?"

"Very fine. People knows who I am. No need to worry!"

Finally I got out. I left just to visit him, his grave. The one who I missed and the one who I loved.

I sat in front of him and talk some stuffs.

"Hey, it's been a year since you left. I missed you, so much. So damn much. Wish you were still here with me. Your son is growing so fine and smart as you are. I am crying again, I am sorry I know you don't want to see me cry but I just can't help it. I wanna let it out. The pain is still here. I wanted to forget what happened but I can't. I just can't.

Now there is someone here whom I am living with. I know it is unbelievable even me I can't believe it will happen. There was this babysitter, Third's babysitter. I just can't tell how it really happened. I created a guy he is actually an ideal babysitter for me, for Third, I think they suited each other. They seem comfortable and get along now but not until if it were you. Your son misses you too just like me. I am getting comfortable with him too. He seems a good guy. He is kinda dumb sometimes but is now getting smarter.