Part -5 Enlightenment

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We all are binded with our past, we take them as a reference for our decisions.
Some may say leaving the past and moving on is a good thing , surely it is but doesn't it fair to remember that most beautiful memory which can never be recreated.

Ashwin was also in this kind of emotions.He was sitting in his balcony with his hot chocolate enjoying the dawn and thinking about all the things happen recently with him.

First he got an opportunity when he was in verge of giving up, then meeting so much positive people and living in the serene environment, getting appreciated from a great heads of cooking arena then his doll, shivangi ma , kulukulu what to say she came to his life only to make a thunderstorm in his heart and now this add shoot for which he had missed his time to be with her but what one can say it's a vvery crucial opportunity to come back.

All the time he was restless, he was physically there and gave his hundred percent to the work but his mind is thousand miles far in a set which is more like a family environment than a competition. His mind always reminds of his doll well being only.

Now looking at dawn he realised how much he had came across and how things are getting in track, but one thing was sure his heart beats for his doll there is no other words for that. She came like a new ray of happiness and without any ministration made her space in his life. He can't deny the attraction he has for her but was still sceptical as she is very young and may be her crush thing is like any other people changing emotions.

What he doesn't know is young people may be changing emotions easily but once they know what they want, they will stick to it throughout the thick and thin but never let them in between. Its not about age it's about the connection and feeling which people develop.

He checked his mobile after seeing a notification from CWC group only to get another shock, there she looked like an angel came to bless everyone. That girl who took his heart without doing anything is looking ravishing and mature at the same time, the saree just added a serene glow to her face. He forgot to breathe for sometime looking his doll in this way, he had never thought someone would be this much cute, bubbly, bold, innocent and sexy all at the same.

There is something in that picture that seemed off, he can't able to put it but looking into it clearly something is not right with his doll, she is smiling but it didn't reach her eyes like everytime she comes to his and speaks that spark in her eyes was missing. He suddenly felt guilty for leaving her like that and not informing her about his sudden shoot.

Things were already though for him and this picture of her didn't do any help. He decided to talk with his bestfriend Abhinav who was always there for him.

"Hi Abhi, epdi da iruke", he started only to get any normal words of banter from his bestfriend.

"Epa enna pana sir neenga, nalla daane poithi irundudu enna da didrunu, adavum inda mmadri unusal time la nalla valey Ammu pakala patha naa setu irrupe chummave avalauku nambu rendu perum lovers aa doubt idu vera pata sathiya vituduva enna, seri CWC paten adu enna sir sollra madri edana yosna iruka illa direct aa ellam mudinchitu solrada neneikriya, enga ortha thonda tanni varthura alavku pesren edana solriya da nee, seriyana kal nenjakara....", accused a breathless Abhi.

"Dei loosu payle, solla vitta daane solven, nee yedo talipu seidu madri start aana piruga nikame pesukine irruke, epdi da unale dan ipdi pesikne irukum mudiyum nenaikren, cherri adu vidu Ammu nee la eppo Chennai vara madri, romba naal aachi ungla paatu", said Ashwin as he was not sure how to start the conversation about his feelings for his doll.

"Seri da nee first sollu enna aachi, eppo enna confusion unaku", said Abhi taking Ashwin off-guard.

Without any delay he expressed all his feelings to him and waiting for his suggestion by holding the breath, Abhi had seen all his silent tears which go unnoticed by many, he was like the pillar where he rested when he felt he can't take anymore, he stood by his side, he was like that one of the stars which supports the moon the centre of attraction rather than focusing on itself.He was such a soul.

After a pregnant pause Abhi cleared his throat and said, "Ashwin nee epdi pata aalu illa da but inda change Shivangi aale daan, eppo thila irundu unaku inda madri insecurity vandudu, ava chinna ponnu dan aana avalum unna madri neriya face pani irruka unaku silladu daan teriyum aduku mella irruku, anda ponnu romba strong da, avaluku kalakabadam illada mansu da, and nee avla kozhandai aa pakrathu niruthu othukren ava unavidu chinava but aduku nu avloda feeling kami aagathu illa pa, she just said she has crush on you infront of whole media, iduliye teriyaliye avaluku unna pudikum if ennoda guess correct irunda ava inerathuku avloda feeling ellam channelise panitu irrupa nee daan late aakre, Ashwin romba naal apron naa unna neeya pakren aduku anda ponnu ku daan thanks sollanum, naa sokale poi ippove unoda feelings avakita sollunu aana avlukum unakum oru chance kudu.
Life is short to analyse each amd every thing, sometimes we have to accept what destiny throws at you.
Ida patti yosi okay", said a genuine friend making Ashwin feel blessed to have someone like this in his life, after having some more little talks they cut the call.

Ashwin face glowed with the new found wisdom, he decided to give her no them a chance without looking as her a kid, giving her respect and genuinely taking care of her like a person does for his favorites, he will make his doll permanent only after knowing what she wants and wouldn't rush her into anything. He will protect her with all the things which will harm her harmony and peaceful life. He wanted to be her companion in this journey of life and to see all the ups and down together.

With that he slept with the memories of his doll amd his better future.

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A/N

Hello Makkale,
Hope everyone is safe and sound.

I am very happy to see all your support and love, it makes me feel like namba writing padikrathu sila per irukanga adu podum pa.

Epadi irruku sollunga.

Hope I am not boring you guys, all suggestions are welcomed.

Love
Nish 💜

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