Ella got to school and smiled as she saw grace.
"how's things with mummy dearest" Ella asked as grace looked to her and chuckled
"oh you know the same. Thinks that she has a right to be part in my life when she never tried beforehand" grace said as they walked into the classroom. Ella sat down next to grace and smiled
"that sucks" Ella said as grace nodded. Ella stood watching Tom as he stood at the front of the classroom and sighed as she looked to him and smiled.
Ella had no idea what was going on with her and Tom but she knew she was sick and tired of hiding it. She was sick of being his dirty little secret.
She was sick of feeling as if they were doing something wrong when they had fallen in love and she hated how every day that this carried in for that she was hurting her mum more and more
"Ella?" Grace asked pulling Ella out of her trail of thought
"hmm" Ella said as grace looked to her and smiled
"are you okay. You seem distant that's all" grace asked as Ella looked to her and smiled
"I'm okay it's just a lot is going on at home that's all" Ella said knowing she didn't want to get into the complicated that was her and Tom right now
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Ella sat in the common room as Tom walked in. She looked to him and sighed as she stood up
"whatever it is Tom I am not in the mood" Ella said as she went to walk off as he grabbed her arm and looked to her and smiled
"I know it's Hard and I know it's complicated but I am here for you and I am going to make it work with us" he said as she looked to him and sighed
"how? How do you expect to do that when all I feel like is your dirty little secret and all I feel is guilty for doing this to my mum and day by day I feel worse and worse and I really have no idea how much longer I can be your secret for Tom, I deserve better than this. I am not saying I want to shout it from the roof as that will get you fired I am saying I want you to be honest to my mum over us or I don't know if I can do it anymore" Ella said.
Ella and Tom held a look for a moment as he nodded. She watched as he walked off as she sat back down and ran her hands through her hair having no idea how things were going to work and had no idea if she and Tom had a future together after all
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Ella got home and smiled as she saw izzie as she stood in the kitchen. Ella looked to her and smiled
"hey love how was your day" izzie asked as Ella smiled
"it was okay I guess" Ella said as she looked to her mum.
Ella knew how hard the situation was and she knew that she was scared that she would loose him but she knew she didn't want to hurt her mum.
Ella knew that no matter what happened that someone was going to end up hurt but was Tom willing to openly be with her or would he end up breaking her heart
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Forbidden Lust (Waterloo road)
FanfictionWhen izzie was loosing her baby. She couldn't get in contact with tom. What she didnt know was that he was in bed with her youngest daughter Ella. Ella feels guilty as she learns Of what her mum has been through. She blames herself and tries to dist...
