Ella sat in the common room as she got to school. Ella knew how her head was a mess over her and Tom and she knew how hard she wanted to try and make it work. Ella looked to see grace as she walked in and looked to her and smiled
"are you okay" grace asked as Ella looked to her best friend and smiled
"I don't know. My head is a mess and I don't know what to do I mean I love Tom still. I know I do and I know how I am trying but it isn't easy. I love Tom I do but o hate how messy that this is. I mean he is with my mum and the last thing I want is for her to get hurt or for my mum to but someone is going to" Ella said as grace sat next to her and smiled
"I know how torn you are over it all and how complicated that things with Tom and I know that you love him but you are my best friend and I'm worried that you will end up hurt and I don't want that to happen" grace said as Ella looked to her and smiled knowing how complicated it was.
Ella knew that it was a mess with her and Tom and she didn't know if she could keep doing it for much longer
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Ella walked down the hall as she was grabbed and pulled into a classroom as she looked to Tom and smiled
"are you okay" Tom asked as she sighed I don't know. You know how things are Tom. It's a mess" Ella said as he looked to her and smiled
"I know but you know I love you and how it's you I want to be with but it's not that easy and you know it. I will do anything for you" he said as he placed a hand on her cheek and smiled. Ella knew things were and it scared her
"if you mean everything Tom do the right thing. Do the right thing with us and end it. End it with me or her. She is my mum and the last thing I want is for her to get hurt but we have been doing this for long enough. We have been keeping this a secret for long enough" Ella said as Tom looked to her and sighed.
Tom watched as she walked off. He knew how they had been doing this for long enough and how it was a mess but he knew that he had a decision to make and it wasn't going to be easy. He knew that he had decide who he really wanted to be with
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Ella sat in her room and sighed, she could hear Tom and Izzie who were arguing downstairs
Ella knew how much of a mess that it was and how it scared her, Ella knew that she felt guilty over it and part of her hoped it was Tom ending it and Ella knew that if Tom didn't it was over for them and she knew how much she loved Tom and wanted to be with him but she knew it wasn't easy
she wanted to be happy and she knew how miserable she was sneaking around, Ella didn't know what was going to happen but she knew that she couldn't deal with this for much longer
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Forbidden Lust (Waterloo road)
FanfictionWhen izzie was loosing her baby. She couldn't get in contact with tom. What she didnt know was that he was in bed with her youngest daughter Ella. Ella feels guilty as she learns Of what her mum has been through. She blames herself and tries to dist...
