Ella was tired. She couldn't sleep. Her head was a mess over all things Tom related. She didn't know if she could do this much longer. Ella knew that the guilt of it was getting to her and she hated it
Ella groaned as she sat in the kitchen as izzie asked on. Izzie looked to Ella and frowned. She could tell that there was something going on with Ella and it worried her
"You don't look well. Why don't you take the day off" izzie said as Ella smiled
"I didn't sleep"
"Go back to bed and get some rest I will come check on you later. I think your coming down with something" izzie said as she felt Ella forehead.
Ella looked to her and smiled. She knew how rotten that she was feeling
"I think that your right" Ella said as she walked out do the room. She saw Tom and looked to him and frowned as they held a look
She knew that she told him to do the right thing and she knew that the last thing that she needed was his drama. Ella walked into her room and got back into bed falling asleep as soon as her head hit the pillow
***
Ella woke up to the sound of knocking at the door a few hours later. She answered it and smiled as she saw grace
"Bunking school? Don't you have class"
"It's budgen he won't notice besides your the one who is bunking off" grace said as Ella looked to her and frowned
"I'm not bunking off. I wasn't feeling well i have hardly slept my mom told me to stay home and get rest" Ella said as grace looked to her and smiled
"You do look tired and here is me thinking you we're avoiding Tom" grace said as Ella looked to her and Rolled her eyes as she walked back to her room with grace following her
"I'm living with Tom so I can't avoid him can I? I just hate the situation that I am in. It's a mess" Ella said as grace looked to her and nodded
"I get that but you know that you can't avoid him forever. You are on this situation and you have to face it" grace said as Ella looked to her and nodded.
Ella knew that grace was right. She knew that it was a mess
***
Ella stood in the kitchen as Tom walked in and looked to her
"Are you feeling any better" he asked as sje formed to face him and frowned
"Drained still. I didn't hear you come in" she said as he smiled
"I told your mum I'd check on you" he said as she looked to him and nodded
Neither of them said a word for a few minutes.
"Can we talk over things. El, I don't want to loose you" he said as she smiled
"I know but I meant what I said I can't keep hidden anymore" Ella said as Tom sighed
"I get that"
"I doubt it. Look a lot has happened and it's time you made a decision me or my mum" Ella said as she walked out of the room
Terrified that she wasn't going to be the one he picked
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Forbidden Lust (Waterloo road)
FanfictionWhen izzie was loosing her baby. She couldn't get in contact with tom. What she didnt know was that he was in bed with her youngest daughter Ella. Ella feels guilty as she learns Of what her mum has been through. She blames herself and tries to dist...
