His at First Sight

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Third P.O.V

"I don't know man you sure she isn't my kid. I mean she takes after me of course don't you think?"angelo winks. Cheesing ear to ear.

"Fuck off "Sebastien warns picking up Solei as her hands made its way to his face pinching it

The energy in the room was weird. Gianna felt it. Sebastien felt it. They all felt it. What was supposed to be a happy moment was one of the weirdest in their lives.

"I should go. We should go. We have that meeting"

"What meeting? I don't remember a meeting"

"Motherfu- hearly get out the damn room"Angelo exclaimed dragging her out by her arm as she smirked leaving them in the room alone
Gianna walked around and sat in the periwinkle rocking chair twirling the small rattling toy on the tip of the armrest "what's her favorite food"

"She's a baby so she doesn't really eat..."Gianna mumbled trailing off "Oh. Yea that makes sense." He replied not breaking eye contact from Solei as she rocked in silence "How are you"

"I'm fine."

"You don't look fine"

"And neither do you so let's just drop that. Okay?" she answered back quickly as they both went silent with nothing but the sound of their daughter making small noises

"I'm sorry." Gianna sighed placing her head in her hands "So am I." Sebastien whispered as he slid to the flood and placed solei in front of him

"I'm really happy your home." Gianna said not looking at him. Truth to be told she was terrified. It's like wanting something so badly, and by the time you get it. You don't know what to do with it. That's a what it felt like. Gianna was happy. She just didn't know how to show it. But Sebastien, he wasn't happy. He wasn't sad either. He was simply just.....there

Present but not. He was in a body that felt like his was wasn't his. This home where he once lived. The walls that used to be filled with laughter was now filled with nothing. Just existing merely because it could.

"She's crying. What do I do" Sebastien asked standing up quickly bouncing her in his arms

"Her binky. Its in the crib. Get the pink one because it's softer."she says as he grabs the yellow one and shoved it in her mouth.

"I said grab the pink one not the yellow-"

"It's just a fucking binky Gianna"Sebastien says quietly as Gianna gets up cautiously raising her arms to take her "Let me try."she said before Sebastien backed away from her "I think I can handle my own got damn baby"He scoffed as she played with her earring trying to play her next cards right

"I understand that but she's crying and she won't stop. Just let me help."she said in a clear tone trying to reason with him. Trying her best not to anger or trigger him "I don't want your help."he whispered placing Solei in her arms and walking out. Brushing past her.

"He just needs-"

"Time. Yea I know."Gianna sighed as Angela patted her shoulder "Your doing great"she cheesed kissing her cheek while Gianna smiled before staring out the window "I'm doing the bare minimum. It's what I was made for. Right?"She mumbled walking out the room feeling defeated. Left with a big hole that not even her own daughter could fill.

Sebastien sat on the steps picking at scabs on his hand. Staring at the sky. For what felt like the first time. It felt like breathing out your nose after you've been sick. And you can't stop breathing because for a short period of time you forgot what it felt like. So you breath. To take advantage of it. Appreciate it. Before the sickness consumes you again.

"That one kinda looks like Jupiter."Angelo grinned wiggling his eyebrows before Sebastien chuckled "that's not Jupiter you idiot."

"Man you look like shit."Angelo sighed while Sebastien took a sharp inhale rubbing his head "yea I know. But you, geez you look like you drive a minivan and bring kids to carpool on Friday's"

"Ouch. That hurts. I'd never drive a minivan. And as for kids...well Solei is the only child I'd ever get to drive"he said with a soft smile on his face "Angelo what's that supposed to mean."

"When you were gone. Hearly.... We found out she had an ovarian tumor. The best option was to remove the ovary. You know to prevent cancer or some shit. In result both of the little shits came out her and bam no more children."

"Angelo I'm so sorry."Sebastien said stammering trying to find the words but Angelo shrugged "it is what it is."

"I've been looking all over our royal highness"Charlie gleamed slumping besides Sebastien as he moved down a step

"Angela is trying to bake you a cake."

"Angela burns water"Sebastien stated staring ahead earning a sight laugh from the two shits. Now it was silent. Angela behind kept trying to signal Charlie but he kept shaking his head no pointing to Sebastien then making a gun with his hands and shooting himself. Angelo waved him off and spoke up "so Charlie has something he wants to tell you big bro"Angelo smiled patting Charlie's shoulder as he clamped his mouth closed backing up a step getting ready to run

"So it's not like officially or anything.. but I wanted to ask you for permission to marry your sister. Since Lucien isn't here with us anymore."Charlie said stammering while Angelo held both hands covering his mouth

Sebastien slowly looked back at him before Angelo could scream out "Run Charlie. Run"he blurted out laughing as Charlie ran inside and Sebastien got up slowly.

"Where do we keep the kitchen knives"

"Third cabinet above the stove. Had to hide them from Gianna and solei"

"Wait why Gianna?"

"That's besides the point. You have a sister fucker running around in your house."

"Oh yea right"Sebastien nodded running inside while Angelo laughed his ass off

"What did your mischievous ass do now"Gianna scolded him with Solei on her hip laughing with him

"I didn't do anything. This was all the work of Charlie"he slapped his hands together dusting off invisible dust as Gianna stared in confusion before remembering

"The ring! Oh shit"she screamed handing Solei to him and running inside

"Let's go pop some popcorn"he giggled at solei and ran inside with her