𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌 ; the boyz ✓

¹⁸⁶: choice

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panda
emotional support squad assemble

sunlight
CHANGMINNIE I MISSED YOU!! 😭💋

cook
yes me too!! hello :D

panda
i missed you too! <3

panda
but its urgent

cook
why were you inactive lately? :((

panda
wasnt feeling very good, but i am slowly getting better

panda
i think

panda
but heres the deal

sunlight
what happened? 🥺

panda
sooo... younghoon took care of me when i wasnt doing well at all

cook
ooh, thats really great!

sunlight
so he talked to you again? 😅 phew

panda
well, i dont know if its that great...

cook
huh why

panda
chanhee helped me too

sunlight
chanhee?? 🤨🤨🤨

panda
yeah

panda
and he was surprisingly nice to me

cook
whys that? thats so weird

panda
i dont know, i wasnt attentive during that time, but it seems like he dropped the rivalry... at least for now

panda
thats not really the point though

panda
my problem is younghoon

sunlight
what did he do 😠

panda
he and chanhee came over and after chanhee left, he sat me down to talk

cook
oh god why am i expecting the worst

panda
he told me about his feelings

cook
ah fuck i think i know whats next...

sunlight
me too 😐

panda
youre probably right

panda
he told me how much he likes me and said he knows i like him too, which is true

panda
and i was actually quite happy about it, but then i realized he wouldnt sit me down like that if that was all

cook
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panda
younghoon continued and told me that despite our mutual feelings, he was certain things wouldnt work out because he also has feelings for chanhee

sunlight
i was praying that this wouldnt happen, nooooo 😭

cook
you seem so okay with it though..?? i mean like not really okay but calm

panda
yeah well, i was very desperate and asked him if he would just drop me like that

sunlight
please tell me you didnt make a scene during your talk...

panda
i didnt have the energy to get all worked up and also there was no need to

panda
i know younghoon only wants the best for me so thats the reason he told me about his feelings so honestly

panda
i understand him

panda
he said he could never drop me like that, but has to

panda
something about not wanting just one of us, but needing both to be happy

sunlight
😭😭😭😭😭

cook
dont worry changmin, everything will turn for the better

panda
he told me that in order to get rid of his romantic feelings, he would need some time away from me and chanhee

panda
i dont know why but i dramatically grabbed his arm when he was about to leave and told him i dont want him to

panda
he said that i have to make a choice: either we let go of each other or i would have to learn how to deal with him engaging romantically with chanhee at the same time

cook
what did you say?

panda
i didnt know what to say...

panda
he said he will give me time to think about it, because he still has to tell chanhee about it

panda
then he apologized for putting even more weight on my shoulders by troubling me with making this decision

panda
i dont know what to do...

sunlight
changmin, we are always here to listen to you but we cant help you in any way right now

sunlight
this isnt just a choice but YOUR choice

cook
agreed, this is extremely personal and important to you

cook
nothing we can help you with, im so sorry to say this

panda
you two are right...

sunlight
take his advice and think about it thoroughly!!!! 😠👍🏻

panda
i really should

panda
♡

cook
<3

sunlight
❤

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its so hot here im gonna cry

anyways i finally learned the asap dance, how is everyone else doing?