My Cold-hearted Empress | BOOK III

Chapter 28: Nadia's Past

Nadia POV

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It was her, Natasha wasn't kidding when she said that it was her

I know she's dead but... I can't just help myself but to miss you

Those eyes and your cute smile, your caring and sweet side...

It's all coming back and it's painful

"Y/n... I missed you sweetheart" I buried my face on the crook of her neck but I was surprised when she pushed me away

Tears fell on my cheeks as she stares at me like that

"I'm sorry but you got the wrong person" She spats but I held her wrists and placed it on my cheeks to kiss it

"Sweetheart, I missed you so much. I'm sorry for what I've done-"

I apologized but I was cut off by her outburst

What are you talking about? I don't even know you!"

She shouted and I flinched at her tone, I tried to say something but all of a sudden someone grabbed my shoulder and separated us harshly

And there stood Anastasia holding Y/n securely

"Don't touch my lover, she's mine, not yours" She muttered and I furrowed my brows

"Anastasia I just want to talk to Y/n, why won't you-"

"She's not our ex-wife, she's different Nadia and she's mine!"

Anastasia shouted with her golden eyes glowing

I knew that she's different.

But all I wanted was to talk, I just wanna hold her once again

"If you approach my lover once again with bad intentions, I will kill you-"

"Anastasia, let's just go. Okay? Please, It's late"

Y/n cuts off Anastasia and she sighed then kissed Y/n's forehead softly

I wish I could do the same

Anastasia glared at me one last time before walking away with Y/n... with fingers intertwined

"Snap out of it Nadia, she doesn't know you nor wants you" I mumbled and wiped my tears harshly

I then took a bottle of wine and popped it open then went straight to drinking

I missed you so much sweetheart, I wish you never choose Reine over me

I promised myself to hate you since the day you accepted Reine as your mate, but why?

Why can't I do such easy things?

I may be worse than Natasha.

"Fuck, I'm messed up" I mumbled and chuckled sadly

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"What did she say?" I asked Natasha with a happy expression as I heard my lovely wife's voice on the phone

"Does she miss me? I have to say sorry for leaving like that"

I chuckled and scratched my nape while blushing a little, I knew Victoria is gonna snuck out a phone with Eris

"Nadia, we'll be going back to France," Natasha said and I stared at her confused

"What? Why?" I asked

"Y/n is planning on a divorce and it seems... she accepted Reine as her mate"

I froze on my spot and I stared at her shocked. My hands began to tremble and tears streamed down my cheeks

"It can't be, no I don't want to" I clenched my fists and Anastasia looked away while Natasha stared at me with pity

"WHAT ABOUT THE VOWS SHE SAID WHEN WE GOT MARRIED? SHE PROMISED THAT SHE WON'T LEAVE ME!"

I shouted and Natasha tried to stop me but I slapped her hands away

"Why are they always leaving me behind? I did everything I can but nothing" I cried out and broke down

"I just want to be loved... " I mumbled and stared at them with bloodshot eyes

It's not sweet anymore, it's bland... everything is bland

And that's when I started sleeping with other women, and my hatred for Y/n Le Blanche grew each day